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alex
@postmortemjuice.bsky.social
crow brained || goblincore || lover of all things spooky || non binary but I don’t owe you androgyny so y’know, mind your business and we’ll get along
No one can take that away so long as we stand true in our convictions and fight with knowledge, passion, and the strength of a unified community.
March 29, 2025 at 5:00 AM
It means all of us, every person on this land, documented and undocumented, straight and gay, trans and cis, male and female, white and poc, so on and so on. We the people is all of us.
March 29, 2025 at 5:00 AM
WE THE PEOPLE means all of us. Not just the rich white cisgender straight men of America. Not just the men with suits and no sweat on their brow.
March 29, 2025 at 5:00 AM
So long as we stand united, they can never take our knowledge and community from us. Keeping our history close to our chest is an incredible form of rebellion and resistance. Don't let the history of our communities be erased by this regime. Hold strong and hold true.
March 29, 2025 at 5:00 AM
Anyway, that's all. Being his mama has just really opened my eyes and filled me with so much love that I'm overflowing with it. He's saved my life. 🧡
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I would die for my son, but beyond that, I will grow for him. I will change for him. I will face myself for him. Most importantly, I will LIVE for him. Not just stay alive, not just survive, I will LIVE for him.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I don't know why I'm rambling this off to the internet, but... man... the last year and a half truly have made me face myself and grow.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
He's made me take a look at my health, my well-being, my future, my boundaries, and what kinds of people I will and will not surround myself with. He's truly made me a better version of myself.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
He's not even a year old, so he doesn't know it, but he's saved my life in so many ways, and I can't begin to express how incredibly grateful I am.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I'm 100% sober, and I'm finally taking initiative on my physical health instead of just my mental health. I'll fight tooth and nail to make sure that he has a mama for as long as possible.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
If I didn't have him and I'd gotten that news, my mindset would be, "Well, that sucks but what can I do?" Turns out that there is SO MUCH I can do.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I want to be able to keep up with him. I want to go hiking with him and run around with him and ride bikes with him. I want to give him a full childhood that I'm actively participating in, not watching from the sidelines.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
So I have to make serious dietary changes. I have to get serious about my physical health. Not only will it save my life, but it will also give us both more time together.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
My doctor told me, "I'm sure you want to see your son grow up, so it's time you start taking care of yourself in a way that will allow you to do that." That shook me to my core. Not only that, but... I want him to have a mom for as long as possible. Through all of life's ups and downs.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
Because of my excessive partying in my teens and early twenties, I have kidney and liver damage. Not only that, but I have an abnormally fatty liver. There are some other things, but it's personal.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
In the last couple of months, I've been experiencing pain in my abdomen and lower back. I finally went to a doctor earlier this week and got less than desirable news.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
For me, that's huge. I've gotten clean from hard drugs, but alcohol was always the skeleton in my closet. I'm 100% sober now, and it's genuinely been life changing.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
After my son was born, I had maybe a glass or two of wine and decided that I didn't like it. I didn't like not being prepared for an emergency or to go help a friend. I genuinely enjoy being sober.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I stopped drinking immediately. I stopped partying immediately. I was the most sober I'd been since 15 years old.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I've always been a heavy drinker. There was never just one drink. In 2023, after I left a job I loved very much, I started partying again. Then, in November of 2023, I found out I was pregnant. My whole world stopped.
March 29, 2025 at 4:38 AM