@porkgoblin.bsky.social
Her porch made me feel like her health was slipping, her life was ending. She explained her life to me, I saw a women who looked nothing like her morph older as she explained her car accident and how strong she was, how long she held on for her family.
I miss my nana so much I woke up crying hard
I miss my nana so much I woke up crying hard
July 4, 2025 at 5:58 PM
Her porch made me feel like her health was slipping, her life was ending. She explained her life to me, I saw a women who looked nothing like her morph older as she explained her car accident and how strong she was, how long she held on for her family.
I miss my nana so much I woke up crying hard
I miss my nana so much I woke up crying hard
Great I made myself spiral into a fucked up sadness or shit I can’t fix. I’ve literally only ever had sec twice where I wasn’t in pain and I had to be black out drunk to even relax. First time was a surprise??? and borderline rape???? I don’t fucking know? I fucked him again later on???
June 25, 2025 at 9:03 AM
Great I made myself spiral into a fucked up sadness or shit I can’t fix. I’ve literally only ever had sec twice where I wasn’t in pain and I had to be black out drunk to even relax. First time was a surprise??? and borderline rape???? I don’t fucking know? I fucked him again later on???
And now I’m crying because I wish I could just have sex like a normal person why is there so much stuff wrong with me???
June 25, 2025 at 8:59 AM
And now I’m crying because I wish I could just have sex like a normal person why is there so much stuff wrong with me???
Literally just read “doctors don’t know why vaginismus happens” HAHAHA WHAT? I fucking hate anything to do with vaginal health why is this shit barbaric and fucked
June 25, 2025 at 8:58 AM
Literally just read “doctors don’t know why vaginismus happens” HAHAHA WHAT? I fucking hate anything to do with vaginal health why is this shit barbaric and fucked
I read it can be from sexual trauma but I can’t really remember anything bad ever happening to me?? I was hyper sexual when I was young? Idk I don’t want to really think about if that’s something that could’ve happened to me or not
June 25, 2025 at 8:56 AM
I read it can be from sexual trauma but I can’t really remember anything bad ever happening to me?? I was hyper sexual when I was young? Idk I don’t want to really think about if that’s something that could’ve happened to me or not
I refuse to get the biopsy they refuse to put me under or heavily sedate me. Vaginismus makes things so hard and no one really understands when I tell them I can’t even take the speculum.
My ex knows they saw the pain and stress in my face when I got my pap.
I wish I knew why I had vaginismus
My ex knows they saw the pain and stress in my face when I got my pap.
I wish I knew why I had vaginismus
June 25, 2025 at 8:54 AM
I refuse to get the biopsy they refuse to put me under or heavily sedate me. Vaginismus makes things so hard and no one really understands when I tell them I can’t even take the speculum.
My ex knows they saw the pain and stress in my face when I got my pap.
I wish I knew why I had vaginismus
My ex knows they saw the pain and stress in my face when I got my pap.
I wish I knew why I had vaginismus
I know this is something I’ll get over eventually but this keeps happening
I think about my ex and then think about my HPV and I just start feeling sad and lots of other feelings.
I can’t wait for the HPV to be gone I hope it doesn’t develop into cancer because I’m not getting a biopsy.
I think about my ex and then think about my HPV and I just start feeling sad and lots of other feelings.
I can’t wait for the HPV to be gone I hope it doesn’t develop into cancer because I’m not getting a biopsy.
June 25, 2025 at 8:52 AM
I know this is something I’ll get over eventually but this keeps happening
I think about my ex and then think about my HPV and I just start feeling sad and lots of other feelings.
I can’t wait for the HPV to be gone I hope it doesn’t develop into cancer because I’m not getting a biopsy.
I think about my ex and then think about my HPV and I just start feeling sad and lots of other feelings.
I can’t wait for the HPV to be gone I hope it doesn’t develop into cancer because I’m not getting a biopsy.
This shit sounds horny
June 15, 2025 at 8:38 AM
This shit sounds horny
Most of everything in here is stuff that doesn’t even matter? Shit I can’t throw away and photos of memory’s that are gone now. I hate that I still have have all the pictures of us. I can’t let them go and it hurts me I know the photos you had are probably gone. I just want to move on I’m stuck
June 15, 2025 at 7:52 AM
Most of everything in here is stuff that doesn’t even matter? Shit I can’t throw away and photos of memory’s that are gone now. I hate that I still have have all the pictures of us. I can’t let them go and it hurts me I know the photos you had are probably gone. I just want to move on I’m stuck
It’s my fucking fault I am too much
June 10, 2025 at 1:03 AM
It’s my fucking fault I am too much