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@poorlydrawnstars.bsky.social
this account is just for venting but my art is on instagram as @_poorlydrawnstars
I'm too nice, you all take advantage of me because of it. But you'll see, when I leave this place, you'll realise what I really think of you
January 12, 2026 at 4:44 PM
I'm too nice, you all take advantage of me because of it. But you'll see, when I leave this place, you'll realise what I really think of you
My wrist scars are taking longer to heal these days, I think the skin there has gotten weaker
January 12, 2026 at 4:43 PM
My wrist scars are taking longer to heal these days, I think the skin there has gotten weaker
I'm never gonna become anything, am I?
January 12, 2026 at 4:42 PM
I'm never gonna become anything, am I?
I don't wanna do this anymore
January 12, 2026 at 4:42 PM
I don't wanna do this anymore
I wish someone here would talk to me and tell me how to fix myself I am broken and numb and starved.
December 28, 2025 at 9:41 PM
I wish someone here would talk to me and tell me how to fix myself I am broken and numb and starved.
No one will ever love me the way I love them. That is my curse. I search and search but have never found an equal. People only talk to me when they need something. My friend gives me gifts but....I don't know. Gifts don't translate to actions
December 28, 2025 at 9:40 PM
No one will ever love me the way I love them. That is my curse. I search and search but have never found an equal. People only talk to me when they need something. My friend gives me gifts but....I don't know. Gifts don't translate to actions
I don't have a single friend for whom I am their first option. I have been stood up, denied, apologised to and blown off over and over again. I've become numb.
December 28, 2025 at 9:38 PM
I don't have a single friend for whom I am their first option. I have been stood up, denied, apologised to and blown off over and over again. I've become numb.
3 days before Christmas, my friend told me she would visit, that on Christmas day we would hang out. I planned out everything and was excited. And then she stood me up. I actually had to ask her why. She didn't even warn me. She overslept apparently. And then, the day after, she stood me up again.
December 28, 2025 at 9:37 PM
3 days before Christmas, my friend told me she would visit, that on Christmas day we would hang out. I planned out everything and was excited. And then she stood me up. I actually had to ask her why. She didn't even warn me. She overslept apparently. And then, the day after, she stood me up again.
I relapsed today. I had managed to hold back this for almost 6 months. But today I cut deep again. I don't think I'll ever change.
December 28, 2025 at 9:34 PM
I relapsed today. I had managed to hold back this for almost 6 months. But today I cut deep again. I don't think I'll ever change.
Everyone leaves because you're unlovable it's your fault it's always your fault, Anya, everything you do, from the day you were born has been a mistake. You're a joke. Everyone laughs at you and treats you like a tool for amusement. You only exist to occupy others' time. You will never be anyone's.
December 28, 2025 at 9:33 PM
Everyone leaves because you're unlovable it's your fault it's always your fault, Anya, everything you do, from the day you were born has been a mistake. You're a joke. Everyone laughs at you and treats you like a tool for amusement. You only exist to occupy others' time. You will never be anyone's.
I'm so scared of this, so scared of messing up
December 11, 2025 at 5:01 PM
I'm so scared of this, so scared of messing up
I'm going to kill myself
December 11, 2025 at 5:00 PM
I'm going to kill myself
Ruined it like every other thing in my life
December 4, 2025 at 7:31 PM
Ruined it like every other thing in my life
I'll never be good enough for happiness
December 4, 2025 at 5:20 PM
I'll never be good enough for happiness
Ruined it like I ruin everything, he's going to ghost you yknow
December 4, 2025 at 5:20 PM
Ruined it like I ruin everything, he's going to ghost you yknow
He's going to leave everyone leaves because you are a pathetic unlovable piece of dirt fit only to be trod upon by the most vile creatures, for no matter how vile they may be, you will always be worse, Anya. Anyways and Forever.
December 4, 2025 at 5:15 PM
He's going to leave everyone leaves because you are a pathetic unlovable piece of dirt fit only to be trod upon by the most vile creatures, for no matter how vile they may be, you will always be worse, Anya. Anyways and Forever.
I mess everything up and now it's going to be this
December 4, 2025 at 5:00 PM
I mess everything up and now it's going to be this
I don't wanna get hurt again
December 3, 2025 at 10:08 AM
I don't wanna get hurt again
I don't wanna be a girl anymore
December 2, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I don't wanna be a girl anymore
I don't think we're sisters anymore. You can't say that to me and treat me that way and then expect us to stay the same. I know I was the problem but now I can never see us as close anymore because now my walls are back. At least you're happy I guess
November 22, 2025 at 3:37 PM
I don't think we're sisters anymore. You can't say that to me and treat me that way and then expect us to stay the same. I know I was the problem but now I can never see us as close anymore because now my walls are back. At least you're happy I guess