correction* im going to abandon this acct and just log out because i want to leave this pinned here because i want to make sure my mooties have a reminder to take care of themselves :(

thank you acey mwah <3

thank you<3

some stuff has just kinda happened regarding systems and as a system i dont feel very comfortable or safe here anymore :(

not really doing very well today for a vast myriad of reasons :(

this is so real there have been so many bdays and holidays this month for me and my stupid brain is like "okay well binge maybe you have a reason to" actually NO i dont??

noo of course not!!!! i love interacting with you and you are helpful <33 i just feel like my existence is doing more harm than good

thank you lidia <3 i might not fully deactivate, maybe just log out and abandon the account and then come back if i feel better about it..

yes ❤️❤️❤️ ilysm

thank you violet :( 💗 i'll be sad to lose all my mooties but i dont want to exist on here anymore :((

im literally so upset that im having batteries delivered to me 😭

i feel so scared about doing or saying the wrong thing even more than before