i need these decorators to hurry the fuck up and finish PLEASE . at least ive learnt definitively that employment will ruin me

i need more sekai posters to hop on bsky so this doesjt happen to me w n/iigo theyre so awesome... :(

originally i thought itd be fun to have like a main verse (as kings trainer) and then have aus for training different umas but shes becoming more and more tailor made to be kings as time goes on. whoops

its mostly just [REDACTED] [DATA EXPUNGED]. which could mean nothing

tldr if you are someone who feels genuine passion for a field of study or the practice of a hobby or skill then cherish that for me okay

really ultimately i just want to feel included in discussions i currently have nothing to add to but maybe it just is not for me. theres always going to be something 🙂‍↕️

literally cant stop feeling like im an entirely different person whos been suppressing the person who was originally* here and dragging his corpse around and finally pulled the trigger

*i felt like this for years before about whoever i was before things got Bad

i am normal and can be trusted with ruminations on identity and the self

i cant tell if im feeling insane bc of anything "real" or if its just because my period is starting. but ohhhhhhhhhhhhh man

theres got to be some disorder afoot