It's a shame but true that you often have to become a heathen to be truly righteous amd those that proclaim to he righteous are among the worst heathens but such is the world. But. I'm content to be God's little demon in this world... and most will neither hear or understand what that means.

finding strength in the cracks of my soul. I am rising, not just surviving, letting go of what I can't control. Step by step, my heart is revealing. I am healing." I Am Healing, Sia

I don't do it for God, and it's definitely made me unpopular. But, it's real, and it's me.