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Plushling
@plushling.bsky.social
22 ✦ They/Them ✦ Aut/ADHD ✦
Artist when I feel like it. (very slow X . X)

Here to be inspired and amazed.
She's back!!!
I LOVE HER, PLS DRAW MORE OF HER!
RAAAHHH!!!
November 14, 2025 at 4:45 PM
Something that doesn't get enough credit: I LOVE THE SOUND DESIGN!

Like seriously, the gearbox characters all have amazing sounds when they walk and have such fluid animations!

Not to say that the Hopoo characters didn't, but characters like Seeker and Drifter really pleasing SFX.
October 21, 2025 at 11:40 PM
It's my hope in any dynamic I find myself in going forward, I can be better at doing right by them while also taking care of and standing up for myself. That if I hurt someone, I can recognize it and be allowed a chance to make things right.

If that makes me selfish, so be it.
October 15, 2025 at 1:24 AM
There are times when I feel like the past 4 years of self improvement have been a GIANT waste of time, money, blood, sweat, and tears.

But even traumatic things have something to teach us, and its never too late to be humble and learn. To not give into hatred and despair.
October 15, 2025 at 1:24 AM
I just wish they told me sooner how they really felt, that they didn't lead me on if I clearly didn't have a chance in their eyes.

At least then I wouldn't have to know the slow burn of how little I mattered to them. How much effort on my part went wholly unreciprocated.
October 15, 2025 at 1:24 AM
I don't regret calling friends out for refusing to take accountability for the ways they hurt me the way I do with them. What I regret is that doing so had to come at the cost of a friend I held so dear.

If they can only see me for the things I did wrong, that's not my problem anymore.
October 15, 2025 at 1:24 AM
I've been wrestling with a lot of bitterness and sorrow, and now with one more friendship coming to a close, it's a hard pill to swallow. But I've been learning to value my own emotions, not immediately kowtowing to someone out of an intense fear of hurting them.
October 15, 2025 at 1:24 AM
My journey of self-improvement was in large part inspired by those friends, even if I was just trying to please them out of fear of losing them for good. It's only when I see all the ways they hurt me do I truly understand the need to improve for MYSELF first and foremost.
October 15, 2025 at 1:24 AM
It's crazy that for the past 5 years, October has consistently been the most traumatizing month for me. Between watching one of the best friends I ever had almost offing themselves to countless fallouts where I was assumed in bad faith.
October 15, 2025 at 1:24 AM