Radio is playing chrsms songs…

And suddenly it’s November.

Haven’t made any real friends since they left. Haven’t felt like myself either. I had to kinda come up with a new alter ego…
And I’m still questioning my identity.

I’ll never date ever again, I’m just not into that stuff irl… but I can’t even keep normal friendships alive…
It’s embarrassing.

I’m seriously hung up.

You can already feel the Goro Akechi vibes… or maybe it’s the other way around? Maybe Akechi has Vector vibes? Technically Zexal is older…
This is like… 2012? I’m not sure…
Anyway, twist villains are delicious.

It’s funny how Shingetsu is already in the opening and ending… even tho he hasn’t been introduced yet.
Like??? Who is this orange guy? A new friend? Oh boy! Can’t wait to meet him!
Hehe…

😭 sobbing rn.

Should prolly start from the very beginning and not from season two but okay whatever dude. Go for it.
I feel like I remember season one good enough and I’m just here for the Barians anyway,,,,,

I can’t openly gush about how much I wanna smooch the fictional character… if you claim to be that character. It makes me wanna hide my feelings because it would be weird for them to see…
So here’s a side account where that person doesn’t have to perceive me.
I can just let it out in peace.

Like the person claims to be the anime character, same name and whatnot…
But obviously they aren’t actually that character… they are just coping…
And I don’t have anything against them. It’s cool. Be free.
But it gets weird when I have a crush on the fictional character and you claim to be that guy.

Also there was someone who identified as the character that I have a crush on?? But… obviously they aren’t the same person?
I think it was something like a disorder… where they adapt certain traits and add them to their personality… or like… a system?
I dunno how it works but it made me uncomfy.