as far as I know we're Done for the day but I'm gonna wait til I hear it from our boss' boss before I go.

i took so much pride in leaving him in the dark, in the fact that my mother and brother knew who I was and he didn't, and then the day came where I could never tell him and. it became a weight I have to bear forever.

4 years of "we don't have a place here for patients when they expire."

4 years since I got the worst phone call I've ever gotten. 4 years that haven't felt quite real because there's a loud, obnoxious voice missing. 4 years of trying to be someone who he would have been proud of. 4 years of wishing he had known who I am before he died. 4 years.

just going to do our best to keep. everything under wraps this morning.

just. have to hold it together tomorrow. and then it's the weekend.

cmere baby... love you...

mmm.... here for you, dears...

it was, funny hearing them talk about their parents playing video games with them or whatever. all I could think about was my dad beating Mortal Kombat for me when I was young.

it's the same reason I never bothered with shit like shinigamieyes or blocklists or whatever, there's just no guarantee that the person running it isn't just fucking people over they don't like, or operating off faulty information, or both

Like on a very basic level, I understand the sentiment but there's simply no way someone running a random ass gimmick account is actually gonna do enough research instead of just posting links to articles they didn't even bother to read.

whouhg