dont encourage me dont encourage me. stop. yes I wanted additional input but that was because I needed to be sprayed with a spray bottle a cold dose of reality. wdym the reality is 'yeah no that's weird. you're probably right at least to some extent'. stop

humor me. humor me. youre watching me go loony and you're just gonna let me. youre gonna let me. youre gonna watch me giggle and gleefully set myself up for failure shoot myself in the foot over and over and youre gonna do nothing. I'm about to make myself your problem no youre gonna listen cmere

not in the sense of genuine upset but in the way of I already thought it was a little bit crazy before but GOOD LORD. and maybe it's actually very tame and I'm overreacting but I am genuinely like gobsmacked when I think about it

I keep stumbling into relationships without a single clue. it makes me feel like a meek little omega surrounded by alphas why am I being fought over why are they playing tug of war with me actually being yanked around while they gnash teeth hello. are chubby butch dogs in that much demand surely not

OH. okay yeah that makes sense now nvm I just realized I actually really really like when gals I fancy act a particular way towards me

dont even know why

on one hand I could be imagining it overthinking it what have you on the other I'm oblivious as shit and always assume that even when it's obvious to anyone else that's not the case. the only time I haven't is when they just actually treated me like their partner which seems to be the case here

oh this is dangerous the man realizes after spending ages having insane and mildly alarming thoughts when he sees something related to it and it actually sparks intense anger in him. sorry I didnt know feeding into it giving it a little nibble a bite every now and again would actually make it worse

whenever I try to post pictures the app crashes heartbreak emoji </3