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@plaitmocha.bsky.social
20↑ caligula/avemuji fan account. jobless idiot. scribbles + rts. sometimes nsfw. en/日本語 ☕️🍰
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im a funny case because the psychologist i saw as a child did not think i was autistic but the one i saw at the age of 25 (? i think) did. my point here being again that they def arent infallible sources
November 19, 2025 at 4:46 AM
im a funny case because the psychologist i saw as a child did not think i was autistic but the one i saw at the age of 25 (? i think) did. my point here being again that they def arent infallible sources
i would recommend Mad World by Micha Frazer-Carroll and Empire of Normality by Robert Chapman (bit denser but has a lot of cool stuff)... i think my reading was kinda autism focused specifically but those two were very illuminating
November 19, 2025 at 4:44 AM
i would recommend Mad World by Micha Frazer-Carroll and Empire of Normality by Robert Chapman (bit denser but has a lot of cool stuff)... i think my reading was kinda autism focused specifically but those two were very illuminating
i went through a spot of reading about the history of psychiatry from the perspectives of nd people and i think i would probably recommend that, in terms of learning to trust yourself more on these things
November 19, 2025 at 4:27 AM
i went through a spot of reading about the history of psychiatry from the perspectives of nd people and i think i would probably recommend that, in terms of learning to trust yourself more on these things
i think there are enough risks that come with being diagnosed with something by medical professionals that it makes sense for people not to have that. i don't think a lack of diagnoses makes somebody's experiences less real, though. like, ultimately you know your mind best
November 19, 2025 at 4:25 AM
i think there are enough risks that come with being diagnosed with something by medical professionals that it makes sense for people not to have that. i don't think a lack of diagnoses makes somebody's experiences less real, though. like, ultimately you know your mind best
i lost a whole day to this one because i stayed up too late colouring over some csp asset background and was conked out most of the next day. bear this in mind
November 18, 2025 at 5:41 PM
i lost a whole day to this one because i stayed up too late colouring over some csp asset background and was conked out most of the next day. bear this in mind
thank you katherine drawing this killed me
November 18, 2025 at 5:10 PM
thank you katherine drawing this killed me
thank you :) i made sure to make her eyes very sparkly :) :)
November 18, 2025 at 5:08 PM
thank you :) i made sure to make her eyes very sparkly :) :)
that's exactly it. i think she's pretty hopeless like that.
November 16, 2025 at 6:17 PM
that's exactly it. i think she's pretty hopeless like that.
could have slept earlier. instead stayed up working on stupid. drawing
November 16, 2025 at 6:16 PM
could have slept earlier. instead stayed up working on stupid. drawing
yep! because she doesn't have the answers, the player can't ever know the answers either. but i also think she can't really live for the sake of living, it only makes sense for her to live if there's a way for her not to be in terrible pain about it..
November 16, 2025 at 10:24 AM
yep! because she doesn't have the answers, the player can't ever know the answers either. but i also think she can't really live for the sake of living, it only makes sense for her to live if there's a way for her not to be in terrible pain about it..
the thing i think i fixate on when i draw her is the idea that like, she could have been better. she just chose not to. perhaps someone who wasn't actually at rock bottom exactly when they came to mobius, maybe more that they were beginning to put their life back together..... heh.
November 15, 2025 at 7:27 PM
the thing i think i fixate on when i draw her is the idea that like, she could have been better. she just chose not to. perhaps someone who wasn't actually at rock bottom exactly when they came to mobius, maybe more that they were beginning to put their life back together..... heh.
shes got the aura of a person who knows about things
November 15, 2025 at 7:17 PM
shes got the aura of a person who knows about things
this is fucking killing me but also true. its in the eyes of
November 15, 2025 at 6:41 PM
this is fucking killing me but also true. its in the eyes of
ahh.... politically dubious e-girlification.......
November 15, 2025 at 6:41 PM
ahh.... politically dubious e-girlification.......
i think it involves hooking a 3d printer up to a computer
November 15, 2025 at 5:54 PM
i think it involves hooking a 3d printer up to a computer
i like thinking about being radicalized by kudan and her propaganda but she is also. kind of pathetic
November 15, 2025 at 5:53 PM
i like thinking about being radicalized by kudan and her propaganda but she is also. kind of pathetic
i really get that....... it definitely doesnt inspire the same sickness for me. i think 2chou♀ is really incredibly cute but she exudes a more stable energy. like she knows how to do taxes or something. 2chou♂ looks more sinister, but
November 15, 2025 at 5:51 PM
i really get that....... it definitely doesnt inspire the same sickness for me. i think 2chou♀ is really incredibly cute but she exudes a more stable energy. like she knows how to do taxes or something. 2chou♂ looks more sinister, but