Your clothes color sexual tastes
I won't judge if you roam the streets
With tattered clothes and broken heart
I will judge on your actions taken
When shadows of evil blot the sun
What really #matters is your character
When there is a call to arms
#vss365
But how fast it races when I see your face
I measure my health not in sit-ups per minute
But in how long I can sit silently with you in my arms
I measure my health not in how long I will live
But in how much of my life can be given to you
#vss365 #health
In your eyes I see a #reflection
Not of what I am now
But what you remember me as
Serving as a reminder of times forgotten
You are #learning to adjust
Moving forward as I move back
You say come to me mother
I care not what you have become
As long as I can hold you close
#vss365
In your eyes I see a #reflection
Not of what I am now
But what you remember me as
Serving as a reminder of times forgotten
You are #learning to adjust
Moving forward as I move back
You say come to me mother
I care not what you have become
As long as I can hold you close
#vss365
Life #timed by bedtime
Leaving for school
Waiting for punishment to begin
Slow click of the second’s hand
Never clock watching at 3AM
Dreading the nightmare I knew would come
Measuring an hour with mother
That she would not remember
Her time sliding to the end
#vss365
Course correction not #relevant
Tunnel thoughts
The path goes just one way
I don’t know what to say
Watching you slip away
Into mists of words that won't come out
Thoughts elude, slip away
Sun breaks through for a moment
Then settles to the ground
Drops of mist, mental decay
#vss365
Erected around your soul
By one who claimed to love
Let not your existence remain
A silent tale of terror
Screams only heard on the inside
Your heart unseen
Unleash your voice to echo
In halls that once were dreams
Destroy it that holds you in its teeth
#vss365 #terror #unseen
An enemy known
If I still have the energy
A lifetime spent
Battling demons’ unseen
You come for me in light
Masked minions who bleed
I prefer this over the shadows
That stalked my night
You threaten to take me whole
They drained my will to live
Bit by bit
#vss365 #unseen #energy
More than a passing fancy
Less than a gateway to a different time and space
I don’t want you to suffer
I loved you too
But I do wish
As I sit with my dog and my whiskey
That my face hovers on the edge of your life
Telling you I am the one that got away
#vss365 #hover
Motions of a lone dancer with a tale to tell
Particles flaked from bark that coats your arid heart
Every time I feel it beat
A little more is sent spinning into the air
I inhale all I can to help me sleep
The only way I can hold a part of you
#vss365 #arid
I'm no photo prop
I refuse to be trotted out
To your wine soaked friends
Playing fake witchy games
Dressed like Stevie Nicks
I won’t summon an #unearthly spirit
Just for your amusement
But push me I’ll conjure one for mine
I'll bring on a demon to eat your face
#vss365
I'm no photo prop
I refuse to be trotted out
To your wine soaked friends
Playing fake witchy games
Dressed like Stevie Nicks
I won’t summon an #unearthly spirit
Just for your amusement
But push me I’ll conjure one for mine
I'll bring on a demon to eat your face
#vss365
Held together with rubber bands and chewing gum
Traumas faced down
Buried beneath smiles and trading cards
Time dries out the ties that bind
Elastic dreams becoming broken seams
Wisdom the illusion of age
Hard earth waiting to greet you again
#vss365 #elastic