I want to be comfortably numb… no really. This past 5 days are painful. Dad’s birthday. Lost him last year. Then on his actual birthday i lost my first love and her little sister.

Let’s explore what we can get into on here. I need a distraction

Is just me or do you become more disillusioned daily.

Every Sunday. This is where I am.

Fuck this…

It’s Saturday. I’m up working. Teenagers having a movie night. They think it’s okay for me not to be here. Not that they’re untrustworthy, but someone responsible should be there. Worse part BM agrees with them. I can’t get them to take care of the dog they wanted. B.I.T.A?

Yesterday was the King holiday. It was also Inauguration Day. What did you do for service? Saw a lot of red hats today. Even on children. Indoctrination is real. But back to the original question. As for me I helped someone with mobility issues recover from the storm in the NE.

Funny… the president caused the Tik tok ban… he gets credit for saving it though. People are sheep, or worse.

So I’m binging the show #Johnson as a black dude it gives me hope…. #41gents

First post. Packing to leave for northern Va. I’m supposed to be leaving in a couple hours. Yet I can’t move. Trepidation sets in.