Are cashews the most inefficient crop? In the past I complained about how expensive they are but realistically they should be fuckin 10x as expensive. We've failed as a species and hate our fellow human.

Should've dressed up as cart time

Tonight I drink a beer and eat a pizza to encourage me to survive one more day.

There isn't anything much more liberating than shoving your hands in paint and just making whatever you want.

Anyways, I psychoanalyze too much when I'm drunk.

It's led me to suppress my art when talking about it in public because I assume everyone I'm talking to either doesn't know about it or thinks its nerdy video game art.

I also feel like a lot of people I talk to who do art for other people end up hating what they do. Whether it's commissions/work or just making art for engagement. Alienation of capitalism or something. There are so many artists who hate what they do and it makes me sad

I have a deep loathing of pixel art because I struggle with a ton of other art forms and think they're way more technical and hard to learn. So it feels like a hack to do pixel art, even though it's challenging in its own ways.