But, again.

Maybe I just try too hard.

Here, if you wanna talk with me.

Or if you're an old friend, to come back and nake things right.

I like the company.

Maybe I just try too hard. Or I'm just destined to be alone, forever.

I'm genuinely sorry to those I've cut ties with. If I've ever hurt anyone with my words, actions, or hell, my art.
I do care. And, if you want. I'd be more than willing to reconnect.

Or make a new friend.

I guess my biggest weakness is just, my humanity. My "kindness", so to speak.

Like, I know I'm far from perfect. I'm very flawed, probably awful in someone's eyes.

But, I want people to know that they're cared for. That theyre appreciated, by me.
But I just dont know if they'd do the same.

I know for sure I'm not like that.

I guess I just wanna please everyone, because I get awfully lonely.
Like, I enjoy the company of others. Even if it means I gotta change to "cater" to someone.

A simple "hi, how's your day?" really perks up my mood.

The issue: idk if its genuine. If they care.

I feel like im constantly trying to cater to everyone so that theyre more comfortable approaching me.

I don't wanna be one of those people who are "haha quirky! So uwu cute/funny" and then, come to talk to me im just

"yea. Ok. Mhm. Ok." Like im some one-word wonder or somethin'.

Just a thought.

To the acid mines you go

Actually,

94% Emerald!
#4AD589

Nope. Scrape, and Lick.

Remember, Scrape. Then, Lick.

Waiting on Family, and Groceries.

Yea. I'm only caught up to when they introduced a sheep dressed as a wolf. Anything after that, I don't know.

Its p cool. I can see the appeal.

No such thing as "Too Big" if you're a True Fan.

Pomni.

I feel we'd have an engaging conversation.