You should have told him to "control his emotions"

Damn. They finally got it. I wonder if it will correct itself again?

But Higher education is only 30% less than in the US. I can't afford my education there or here. So I can't even afford to go on a student visa. I mean great for them but I can afford to move to the UK. Canada is America lite with high immigration standards. And disability can disqualify you

But what will people do without another Harry Potter spin off or reboot? They might have to actually confront their short comings.

Fuck. And I was trying to go somewhere safe. We'll screw me then. Can someone just 86 me. I am too tired and broken. I am not one of the people that can survive if things get bad.

Look. It was meant to be a bit of a dark joke. I am working with team and humor is one of the recommended outlets. My husband tends to occasionally forget my past because of the ammount of healing I have been able to do. So I also have to remind him that I will never be fully "better". Then we laugh

I think we need to stop saying verge of a recession. We are in a recession on the verge of a depression.

So. My failure is that I was abused and taken advantage of? MY failure is the f
FACT that other people did bad things to me that psychologically damaged me permanently. That is my fault. Nevermind that the type of brainwashing that DV is means it could happen to anyone. It is my fault. That right?

My husband has attempted to explain this to me. I have to remind him I have trauma from several people/situations where failure was not an option.

I have heard it explained as a massive starting point. Nothing today and as little as you can for as long as you can.