Long story short, I'm feeling suicidal. I can't believe I'm writing this as it's been so long since I last truly felt this way, but here we are. I am not at risk to myself but I am just mentally destroyed.

On the plus side I have not felt this way in a really rather long time. I also have better coping mechanisms now which I have worked really bloody hard on. It still really fucking sucks that I am prone to this and when you're in the middle of it it's truly awful.

And yes, it's my fault because I went and looked at someone's suicide note, but I had to know. I couldn't just sit there and know someone was hurting in that way. So I only have myself to blame because I'm a stupid fucking twat.

100%. The season was so terrible that my partner actively decided not to watch the finale.

Anyway at least we have #DragulaTitans to rely on. Now *that* is a show. #Dragula

Honestly in what world were any of those three NOT in the final? Make it make sense. I want a do-over, because this season could have been so good but they booted the best queens far too early on. #DragRaceUK

4. I had a total of 4 nightmares last night, mostly based on childhood trauma. Wonderful.