sometimes i just feel inexplicable pain

pain from being gone from reality

i dreamed that i was part of a duo beating up serial killers in minecraft and then i got kidnapped by a dude who wanted to eat my bones and then i busted myself out and played video games with my partner

i'm not sure what i've been doing but i feel oddly like i've been put together after having just having my insides been scooped out

still contemplating what to do...

It's weird how everytime im conversing with someone 20% of my mind is wandering out there on a different wavelength and i dont really want to filter it out but it gets filtered out anyways in the convergence of my thoughts into speech