co2 emissions are kinda silly because its big corporations that are the problem, not random people bruh 😭

its ok oomfie! these days i dont really have time to come here so i just post a few thoughts into the void and dip, not even looking at what anyone else is saying 😵‍💫😞

i also love planes hehe, my dream is to become a pilot!

heres a plane :3

tbh if i stop seeing this one i will probably stop going to therapy for a bit xd because its EATING at my money and i think at my level of income rn i dont have any room for trial and error xd

i really hope she tours next year like she planned to. i just cant financially afford tickets right now and wasnt anticipating a tour so soon :((

its my dream to see her since childhood…

tbh i like my psychiatrist way more than my therapist, i wish my psychiatrist would do other things than med me up xdd like she just has such a calm atmosphere and even silence doesnt feel awkward lol

dw you dont sound like any of these. i feel similar to that, i think what makes my case special is my autism, so i picked a therapist who had experience with these people, but it feels like theyre taking yhe same approach as they would with normal people and its just frustrating because it dont work

the last session really was the breaking point for me though, i was talking about my sensory issues and she was trying to get to the “root” of it and completely misunderstanding me. i literally spent the last 5 minutes in silence and wasnt thinking of anything except how i wanna leave asap lol

i understand that change is slow but i would expect that in 3 months i would see at least SOME change. but literally all i do during the sessions is talk about things that i already thought of by myself and i dont get any guidance or advice or learn any coping mechanisms

i really liked mine when we were starting out and i was talking about my whole life story, but then when the actual therapy started i wasnt the biggest fan lol

its like one bad session, i say something about it, then a somewhat good one and the cycle repeats

this is adorable omg ive never seen anyone put stuff around their monitor!!

i wanted these tins so bad to store some things so i started looking and people are selling empty ones for like 10 bucks 💀💀

fancy pencils you got there..