Alyssa D
@pikwynne.bsky.social
I'm Alyssa! I'm a nerd at heart, a good girl and a bad kid.
🔞 No minors. No AI.
Trans woman 🏳️⚧️
Seattle. Millennial. G̶a̶m̶e̶r̶ ̶g̶i̶r̶l̶ Rave girl.
Learning how to really live again.
Currently somewhere between Euphoria and "Spiraling Into Self-Destruction."
🔞 No minors. No AI.
Trans woman 🏳️⚧️
Seattle. Millennial. G̶a̶m̶e̶r̶ ̶g̶i̶r̶l̶ Rave girl.
Learning how to really live again.
Currently somewhere between Euphoria and "Spiraling Into Self-Destruction."
My supervisor always asks, "How was the show this weekend?"
Me: "It was fun. We did a little dancing and the music was nice :3"
The Show:
Me: "It was fun. We did a little dancing and the music was nice :3"
The Show:
December 15, 2025 at 1:23 AM
My supervisor always asks, "How was the show this weekend?"
Me: "It was fun. We did a little dancing and the music was nice :3"
The Show:
Me: "It was fun. We did a little dancing and the music was nice :3"
The Show:
Sleeping on the couch tn and watching a movie. It reminds me of when I was younger and happier.. when I felt like it was gonna be okay.
I need a hug.
I need a hug.
Living in the city so far from home.
This is home. Isn't it?
I miss being able to step outside into silence and seeing the stars.
I miss seeing my family.. even if they hate me, now.
I'm happy, right?
At least people don't hate trans people here. Except I got misgendered at work so...
This is home. Isn't it?
I miss being able to step outside into silence and seeing the stars.
I miss seeing my family.. even if they hate me, now.
I'm happy, right?
At least people don't hate trans people here. Except I got misgendered at work so...
December 10, 2025 at 8:32 AM
Sleeping on the couch tn and watching a movie. It reminds me of when I was younger and happier.. when I felt like it was gonna be okay.
I need a hug.
I need a hug.
Living in the city so far from home.
This is home. Isn't it?
I miss being able to step outside into silence and seeing the stars.
I miss seeing my family.. even if they hate me, now.
I'm happy, right?
At least people don't hate trans people here. Except I got misgendered at work so...
This is home. Isn't it?
I miss being able to step outside into silence and seeing the stars.
I miss seeing my family.. even if they hate me, now.
I'm happy, right?
At least people don't hate trans people here. Except I got misgendered at work so...
December 10, 2025 at 8:28 AM
Living in the city so far from home.
This is home. Isn't it?
I miss being able to step outside into silence and seeing the stars.
I miss seeing my family.. even if they hate me, now.
I'm happy, right?
At least people don't hate trans people here. Except I got misgendered at work so...
This is home. Isn't it?
I miss being able to step outside into silence and seeing the stars.
I miss seeing my family.. even if they hate me, now.
I'm happy, right?
At least people don't hate trans people here. Except I got misgendered at work so...
Everyone is doing a 10 year thing.
It's bittersweet but i really don't have any pictures of myself from 2015. I hated myself so bad i didn't take pictures.
Here's 7 years as a substitute.
2018-2025
It's bittersweet but i really don't have any pictures of myself from 2015. I hated myself so bad i didn't take pictures.
Here's 7 years as a substitute.
2018-2025
November 27, 2025 at 11:18 AM
Everyone is doing a 10 year thing.
It's bittersweet but i really don't have any pictures of myself from 2015. I hated myself so bad i didn't take pictures.
Here's 7 years as a substitute.
2018-2025
It's bittersweet but i really don't have any pictures of myself from 2015. I hated myself so bad i didn't take pictures.
Here's 7 years as a substitute.
2018-2025
Good mor-noon Bsky.
I have to get ready and go outside, now.
I have to get ready and go outside, now.
November 20, 2025 at 8:27 PM
Good mor-noon Bsky.
I have to get ready and go outside, now.
I have to get ready and go outside, now.
I'm so vain.
Tell me I'm pretty
Tell me I'm pretty
November 18, 2025 at 6:32 AM
I'm so vain.
Tell me I'm pretty
Tell me I'm pretty
November 10, 2025 at 3:39 AM
I'm proud of Me.
Small albeit quantifiable progress!
Small albeit quantifiable progress!
October 31, 2025 at 5:51 PM
I'm proud of Me.
Small albeit quantifiable progress!
Small albeit quantifiable progress!
Soooo... I made milk.
🐮
The domperidone is working.
🐮
The domperidone is working.
October 30, 2025 at 7:06 AM
Soooo... I made milk.
🐮
The domperidone is working.
🐮
The domperidone is working.
BREAKING NEWS
🩷 HAIR IS PINK 🩷
🩷 HAIR IS PINK 🩷
October 24, 2025 at 5:00 AM
BREAKING NEWS
🩷 HAIR IS PINK 🩷
🩷 HAIR IS PINK 🩷
ready to get w e i r d
🐮
🐮
October 21, 2025 at 8:59 AM
ready to get w e i r d
🐮
🐮
"It is a hot picture."
October 11, 2025 at 5:47 AM
"It is a hot picture."
Captains Log:
The first 24 hours felt like death. I felt like I could be on the cusp of a manic episode. Scattered thoughts and emotions with mixed crying. I also got real nauseous and had a string of hot flashes.
Day 2 felt fine albeit I'm really emotional about things. I cried a lot at work.
The first 24 hours felt like death. I felt like I could be on the cusp of a manic episode. Scattered thoughts and emotions with mixed crying. I also got real nauseous and had a string of hot flashes.
Day 2 felt fine albeit I'm really emotional about things. I cried a lot at work.
Experimenting on my body, y'all.
Bumped E up to like 1000pg/ml+ trough and quadrupled my Prog to better mimic pregnancy.
Gonna do some macro-dosing for a month and then start Domperidone.
After a month of Domp I'm gonna drop E back to normal and cut Prog.
Chat.. am I cooked or am I cooking?
Bumped E up to like 1000pg/ml+ trough and quadrupled my Prog to better mimic pregnancy.
Gonna do some macro-dosing for a month and then start Domperidone.
After a month of Domp I'm gonna drop E back to normal and cut Prog.
Chat.. am I cooked or am I cooking?
October 9, 2025 at 4:07 PM
Captains Log:
The first 24 hours felt like death. I felt like I could be on the cusp of a manic episode. Scattered thoughts and emotions with mixed crying. I also got real nauseous and had a string of hot flashes.
Day 2 felt fine albeit I'm really emotional about things. I cried a lot at work.
The first 24 hours felt like death. I felt like I could be on the cusp of a manic episode. Scattered thoughts and emotions with mixed crying. I also got real nauseous and had a string of hot flashes.
Day 2 felt fine albeit I'm really emotional about things. I cried a lot at work.
Experimenting on my body, y'all.
Bumped E up to like 1000pg/ml+ trough and quadrupled my Prog to better mimic pregnancy.
Gonna do some macro-dosing for a month and then start Domperidone.
After a month of Domp I'm gonna drop E back to normal and cut Prog.
Chat.. am I cooked or am I cooking?
Bumped E up to like 1000pg/ml+ trough and quadrupled my Prog to better mimic pregnancy.
Gonna do some macro-dosing for a month and then start Domperidone.
After a month of Domp I'm gonna drop E back to normal and cut Prog.
Chat.. am I cooked or am I cooking?
October 7, 2025 at 7:35 AM
Experimenting on my body, y'all.
Bumped E up to like 1000pg/ml+ trough and quadrupled my Prog to better mimic pregnancy.
Gonna do some macro-dosing for a month and then start Domperidone.
After a month of Domp I'm gonna drop E back to normal and cut Prog.
Chat.. am I cooked or am I cooking?
Bumped E up to like 1000pg/ml+ trough and quadrupled my Prog to better mimic pregnancy.
Gonna do some macro-dosing for a month and then start Domperidone.
After a month of Domp I'm gonna drop E back to normal and cut Prog.
Chat.. am I cooked or am I cooking?
Growing up I always saw girls dressing for Halloween as <slutty> mundane things.
Slutty nurse.
Slutty cat.
You get it.
My first Halloween as a girl that I'm actually dressing up for and I fear I leaned too far in the "slutty" direction 😨
🐮
Slutty nurse.
Slutty cat.
You get it.
My first Halloween as a girl that I'm actually dressing up for and I fear I leaned too far in the "slutty" direction 😨
🐮
October 4, 2025 at 4:26 AM
Growing up I always saw girls dressing for Halloween as <slutty> mundane things.
Slutty nurse.
Slutty cat.
You get it.
My first Halloween as a girl that I'm actually dressing up for and I fear I leaned too far in the "slutty" direction 😨
🐮
Slutty nurse.
Slutty cat.
You get it.
My first Halloween as a girl that I'm actually dressing up for and I fear I leaned too far in the "slutty" direction 😨
🐮
My muscle tensed up while doing my injection. It usually goes smooth but sometimes it sucks.
It hurt so bad. I cried.
I'm scared of needles.
I wish there was an easier way.
It hurt so bad. I cried.
I'm scared of needles.
I wish there was an easier way.
September 23, 2025 at 9:43 AM
My muscle tensed up while doing my injection. It usually goes smooth but sometimes it sucks.
It hurt so bad. I cried.
I'm scared of needles.
I wish there was an easier way.
It hurt so bad. I cried.
I'm scared of needles.
I wish there was an easier way.
Gonna find out what these 🥥🥥 can do.
September 14, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Gonna find out what these 🥥🥥 can do.
POV ur a half-eaten hot dog
September 11, 2025 at 9:52 AM
POV ur a half-eaten hot dog
Dirty Mirror Dirty Mirror!
Breaking News: My comically long puppygirl shirt came in
Breaking News: My comically long puppygirl shirt came in
September 10, 2025 at 9:16 AM
Dirty Mirror Dirty Mirror!
Breaking News: My comically long puppygirl shirt came in
Breaking News: My comically long puppygirl shirt came in
Full disclosure, Bluesky..
..I'm gonna do some freak-ass nasty shit and I'm probably gonna post it here.
Soon.
🥵
..I'm gonna do some freak-ass nasty shit and I'm probably gonna post it here.
Soon.
🥵
September 9, 2025 at 8:29 AM
Full disclosure, Bluesky..
..I'm gonna do some freak-ass nasty shit and I'm probably gonna post it here.
Soon.
🥵
..I'm gonna do some freak-ass nasty shit and I'm probably gonna post it here.
Soon.
🥵
<insert sadpost I wish I could share>
September 4, 2025 at 6:57 AM
<insert sadpost I wish I could share>
Eepy. Need morning caffeine.
August 31, 2025 at 8:17 PM
Eepy. Need morning caffeine.