timelapse

some alt versions

her death was extremely sudden too. she was fine the night before and then she was gone the next day. it's been very hard to cope with that specifically. i look at all these things in the house and i'm like... my mom was alive when this was brought in not even a week ago. what the fuck.

her funeral is next monday. right before christmas. its all weird and bad and sucks and my mind is in pieces because i was very lucky to grow up without any major family deaths but within the last 3 years all of a sudden it's just nonstop...everyone is passing away and it's killing me :/

i know this is being said into the void but i don't care. i just want to talk about it because it's so at the forefront of my mind. i lost both my grandmother and my mom this year and i think i'm allowed to yell about it to myself

the rendering on these two is very lazy and shit looking but i just could not get it to look right and decided it was Good Enough . also i don't draw animal/"furry" characters so mind the fucked-up looking goat