IT WAS FINE BEFORE??? I COULD FIND EVERYTHING JUST FINE?? WDYM "We're cleaning up settings to make things easier to find"??? "Your preferences won't change" BULLSHIT THEY WON'T MY SHIT GOT CHANGED TO DEFAULT SETTINGS I HAD TO FIX SHIIIITTT MANE </3 why would you do this to me.

Oogh. Felt that

Yk we used to start conversations with hello 😀 deviantart has taken a swan dive in quality over the years, what the fuck happened there man, what in the kentucky fried fuck

100%. I have been. And it sucks especially after so long, thinking they genuinely cared about me. Breaking out of that illusion after being under it my whole life is definitely an experience.

Thank you for your kind wishes. They're appreciated. You take care ^-^

I appreciate that, thank you. ^-^

And thank you, it does make me feel a little better that I don't come off as clueless. Most days I feel like a chicken running around in a confused panic if that makes any sense LMAO

-therapy for. Very dysfunctional family overall, and some days it seems like my mother WANTS me to be independent, then switches up and wants me to be dependent. I can never tell with her, and for other reasons, I'm pretty confident she's dealing with delusions of grandeur. It's pretty exhausting.

I definitely wonder that, sometimes. My stepdad (my biological father unfortunately has been out of the picture since I was 8) doesn't seem to really care much at all, hasn't been a part of my education whatsoever. and my mother has a bunch of her own issues that I've been begging her to get into-

I'm hoping to leave my country too. The US as it currently stands is terrifying for multiple reasons and I've wanted to leave since I was 13. I'm hoping I'll be able to develop enough independence soon to be able to, but it's definitely taking a lot of work.

I've been homeschooled for as long as I can remember, with the exception of fourth grade in which I was put into a charter school. The social aspects of it weren't great, but education-wise I think that's the best I've done so far with schooling. Since then I kind of just hit a dead end.

-over schoolwork. Instead of getting me help, they "unschooled" me. Now I'm 20, haven't graduated, resentful, and trying my best to get the education and resources I need while being absolutely clueless, trying to become independent. It hurts thinking about other kids going through similar scenarios

Oh god. As a failed homeschool kid, it upsets me seeing those posts. My parents neglected my education. Just set me on khanacademy or time4learning and left it at that, didn't help me when I got confused. I'm autistic and have some learning disabilities, so I'd get anxious & fully shut down-

I hope this was an adequate enough intro (though I heavily referenced my old one BAHAHA), I've never been good at introducing myself -_-

More to come soon, added on??? Bc. Yeah. Or I mean you could go look at my old intro but. I mean it's nine months old,,,

Anyways yeah hi new account who dis

If that's a problem for you, then that's okay. No one is forcing you to stay here on my account, I'm not a content creator here to entertain anyone. I'm literally just a person vibing and doing my own thing. We're allowed to go separate ways.

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Yes!!! I use block lists, and block at my own discretion! That's the beauty of the internet. I'm allowed to curate my own space. This account is a safe space for me and my community. If you bother me, I'll just mute or block. It's to protect my peace, and frankly, it's much better this way.

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I'm. STILL not sure what all I'll post here. Looking back on my posts on my previous account? Probably just whatever I feel like. And activity will be inconsistent. The internet is a big place and it's kind of hard to keep up with it all.

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Tone tags aren't necessary for every single interaction you might have with me, but if I get confused and ask you to clarify tone, please don't take it the wrong way! I'm just autistic and there literally is no inherent tone to pixels on a screen. So tone tags are greatly appreciated. :D

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