Whiteguy Spice
Whiteguy Spice
@pezza66.bsky.social
Learner, believer, wonderer, dreamer…
My life is short. I crave to understand all I can. I realise I need to make the most of what I can.
I welcome those that would like to welcome me.
2026…I’ll be as frustrated this year as I was last year. Why???!!!!
January 4, 2026 at 9:26 AM
A WORK PHONE???!!!!

Nice.
December 27, 2025 at 4:11 AM
When they say “I’m ignoring my phone and not taking it with me…” but they are all over their socials…🙄🤬😞

They think I’m stupid.
December 23, 2025 at 10:55 PM
I wish I could see her more often. She sees others more than she sees me. I can’t help feeling like she prefers seeing others more than me.

Maybe I do bite or something.
December 21, 2025 at 10:25 AM
Why does she see me knowing how I feel? Is that normal behaviour? Is it treating me the right way?
December 18, 2025 at 8:49 AM
Why am I so unsure about catching up. Sure I have hopes, but why am I so unsure.
December 17, 2025 at 12:19 PM
I think this Christmas and Birthday will be the last lot of presents I give her.
She just isn’t interested anymore.

It makes me so sad.
December 9, 2025 at 12:26 PM
She still doesn’t really seem to want to connect.
December 6, 2025 at 4:26 AM
Never wants to talk to me when I’d like to chat. Always one way.
December 4, 2025 at 12:09 PM
Is it so hard to talk to me. Am I that shit?
December 2, 2025 at 1:08 PM
No one wants to talk with me. NO ONE.

Guess I should take that as a hint.
December 1, 2025 at 9:13 AM
Day one of prep for colonoscopy. I hate forced diets…but maybe it will help me loose a bit of weight.
November 30, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Lonely. Always lonely. Also sad. Cause I’m lonely.
November 23, 2025 at 4:36 AM
I’m so sad and stressed.
November 21, 2025 at 2:44 AM
I wrote a song, well with some help…it’s a bit corny.

Stupid feelings I have that aren’t returned.
November 17, 2025 at 12:41 PM
Still love her though. How crazy is that.
November 12, 2025 at 11:56 AM
I also have no one to show off my post gym arms too.
November 12, 2025 at 11:56 AM
I hate anyone that has Aurora photos from tonight. I will never see one.
November 12, 2025 at 11:55 AM
Rear delta also hard on 66kg. Argh.
November 12, 2025 at 7:53 AM
Inclined press with 11.25 each side of bar just hurts my right arm. I’ve rested for a few weeks from this exercise. Weird.
November 12, 2025 at 7:42 AM
I give up. Work is crap. My life is crap.
November 10, 2025 at 10:44 AM
Not talking to me again. I am really really over this rude behaviour.
November 8, 2025 at 11:30 AM
I wonder what she really feels about me. I know I’ll never know.
November 4, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I honestly feel that I would rather just not do today, or the days that follow.
November 4, 2025 at 8:33 PM
I am wasting my love and emotions on someone that clearly doesn’t return those elements. Or, are just rude.
November 4, 2025 at 1:06 PM