was doing something completely unrelated when this epiphany STRUCK me out of nowhere.

now i am enlightened🧘 (it might've taken me... quite literally years, but it is what it is🤠)

they fucked google assistant, the fucked my icons, they fucked the font and Its size and the panels and the animations and added fucking unnecessary AI options and just, like, EVERYTHING LOOKS BAD NOW!

WHY ARE THE TITLES OF YOUTUBE VIDEOS IN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT *SERIF* FONT???

do y'all remember the undertale musical?? i was obsessed with that magnum opus. it might or might not have been my first musical (disney movies don't count).

also, all the fan songs are just !!! pure childhood excitement. all the art, comics, concepts, aus, animation, full on shows – it was like i travelled to a whole different universe every time i turned on my phone and it was so so incredible and full of creativity and love.

the undertale soundtrack still makes my heart literally ache almost to the point that i can't actually listen to it. the waterfall track especially so; every time i hear it i am transported in space and time and torn asunder and i'm not exaggerating.

i can still picture the first comics i read back then. i remember how i scoured posts on amino, feeling like i was witnessing something wondrous.

i had a word doc with all the aus: it was organized and colorful, and i was having so much fun :D