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marz🔞
@petitespivoines.bsky.social
2004 | personal, life photos, venting, etc | he/him
main/art is @nihilean.itch.io
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opening black and white commissions (lineart and tones), starting at 50€, i accept NSFW but won't do certain specific fetishes or topics. please dm me for more info.
ok fine i'm going back to class. at least i won't be miserable there like i am at home doing nothing, because at least i will be touching grass and socializing instead of going insane looking at stupid shit on the internet. hopefully i can still finish the vn without too many issues
February 15, 2026 at 11:34 PM
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Teaching a bitch his place
February 15, 2026 at 9:39 PM
god you know what. make this account the shitposting, shitty sketches, venting and yapping and general complaining account. don't follow this one for art. follow the other one. this one is just a general use trashcan now. the other one will have sketches and finished works too from now on sorryyyyyy
February 15, 2026 at 9:05 PM
the only thing stopping me from doing genuinely life threatening things to myself (or anything beyond cutting myself) is the fact that if i do get hospitalised i'll get misgendered, eat shit food and stay in a place that's so hostile to my recovery it might as well just stall it outright
February 15, 2026 at 9:00 PM
i need to become miffypilled, snoopymaxxing into oblivion, become the king of both miffy and esnupi among my friends all while being able to pump out good fucking porn
February 15, 2026 at 8:44 PM
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the Black Panthers were right
February 15, 2026 at 5:47 PM
i want to become so good at drawing/writing joan that people would openly go "i would die for (your interpretation of) joan" since joan is a concept of a collective unconscious: the existing, yet never fully real concept of a transfemme john ward, i just wish mine would be good enough? to be notable
February 15, 2026 at 8:02 PM
i'm so tired
February 15, 2026 at 3:57 PM
mood rn
February 15, 2026 at 3:04 PM
gooning goons #fallenaces
February 15, 2026 at 2:38 PM
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February 15, 2026 at 12:59 PM
if i was given the option between cutting myself and posting my art to r/ultrakill i'd rather cut myself but that's not the socially acceptable option now is it
February 15, 2026 at 12:48 PM
anyway something something this last art was ASS something something i need to lock in and start making studies consistently to ACTUALLY improve instead of whining like a little bitch, something something 365 day studies challenge on either sai or in watercolors or something
February 15, 2026 at 11:13 AM
violently smashing my head against the pavement
February 15, 2026 at 11:02 AM
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February 14, 2026 at 11:47 PM
ok i took way too much psychic damage from this that i need to rest now, either that or the meds hit just as i made this, what the fuck man
i fucking hate myself (i know the numbers are inflated+bots everywhere+horrible fucking people i just know no one uses bsky as much for art im so fucking sorry)
February 14, 2026 at 11:40 PM
i fucking hate myself (i know the numbers are inflated+bots everywhere+horrible fucking people i just know no one uses bsky as much for art im so fucking sorry)
February 14, 2026 at 11:06 PM
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Our shared smoke // (un)Happy Valentines!!!
February 14, 2026 at 4:19 PM
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woe gabriel creampie be upon ye
February 14, 2026 at 9:00 PM
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The team behind the highly rated Judero and Mashina are back with another game that looks absolutely unhinged. Please give the trailer below a watch (beware graphic content), share with all the horror sickos you know and GIVE THEM YOUR MONEY.
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February 14, 2026 at 7:03 PM
"marzi accidentally radicalizes himself into being a canon Joan Ward truther" was NOT on my Faith Fan Artist bingo but here we fucking are i guess
February 14, 2026 at 8:00 PM
dammit if i can't be real and just say that at some point it's stupid hard for me not to correlate my age with the amount of experience that i should have, like i'm still one of those people struggling with the concept of younger people being better than you and it hurts me a whole fucking lot
February 14, 2026 at 6:19 PM
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lmfaonfuckinloser #ULTRAKILL
February 14, 2026 at 4:59 PM
i wanna be able to make a game a month... like one small vn a month... i just don't know if that's doable? but just to have something to do in terms of personal projects, all the time, just to have a general goal to walk towards, all the time. either vns or weekly/monthly zines/artbooks i think
February 14, 2026 at 11:54 AM
some more stuff from the vn, apparently i have reached over 8k words, but that was just me copypasting this into docs and guesstimating how much space the name tags take
February 14, 2026 at 11:07 AM