man, I'm lonely.
I have no one to play games with.

I used to have several accounts so I can bully myself off from platforms, which is a really bad thing to do. Of course it is 😂. I hated myself this much.

So fast forward, I logged into one of my "bully" accounts and looked my kind friend's Twitter from there and looks like she blocked that account.

telling somebody a death news is something different

my hair is falling out... What the....

I want to get back to them to the kind person. I am ready to either be scolded or outright blocked. I just wanna know why I am left behind.

I think I've calmed down. Realizing things is hard.

I started watching "Welcome to the NHK" and I'm at episode 14... And I got reminded how I have no friends because all of them are betraying me.

I used to have a really kind friend who was selfless and was looking after me in the online world, meanwhile I was depressed as fuck.... 1/?

This is the first time I get to experience being empty. After leaving social media, all I do is watch TV shows, play some random games if I even have the motivation or listen to music. All day.
I'm young, and I already feel like I am wasting my time on this planet, but oh well, do something I guess.

I don't have any friends to talk to, so I just created this site as an online diary. Do whatever you want, as long as you let me talk about whatever I want in here. 💛