pennylane / caterpillarsky
@pennylaneisdead.bsky.social
Omfgitstabitha of edtwt. EDNOScirca2005. Harm reduction life. Married Ace/Demi 🌈 vote blue 💙 eclectic witch. DMs are open. Gastroparesis. GERD. AuDHD. cPTSD. T2D. Etc etc
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📌 intro for #caterpillarsky #edbsky
I was omfgitstabitha on #edtwt
This is my ED account.
ED started in 2005. I'm 39 now. Has been a rollercoaster up&down. Many health problems. Do not recommend staying sick at all. The consequences are 😭
T2D AuDHD anxiety disorder gastroparesis etc etc
I was omfgitstabitha on #edtwt
This is my ED account.
ED started in 2005. I'm 39 now. Has been a rollercoaster up&down. Many health problems. Do not recommend staying sick at all. The consequences are 😭
T2D AuDHD anxiety disorder gastroparesis etc etc
Never underestimate the power or the real Sudafed. Pseudoephedrine works for real. That plus allergy medicine and my head clears up in an hour. I can hear my ears clearing up when I swallow hard or even just shift my jaw
November 30, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Never underestimate the power or the real Sudafed. Pseudoephedrine works for real. That plus allergy medicine and my head clears up in an hour. I can hear my ears clearing up when I swallow hard or even just shift my jaw
Low-key need to take advantage of the fact I cannot eat hard food because of my dentures. I lost weight already from it so let's make it a disorded thing. "I lost my teeth because of Bulimia now I cannot eat" diet #Edbsky #caterpillarsky I am joking because I am so upset I cannot handle the feels
November 30, 2025 at 12:15 AM
Low-key need to take advantage of the fact I cannot eat hard food because of my dentures. I lost weight already from it so let's make it a disorded thing. "I lost my teeth because of Bulimia now I cannot eat" diet #Edbsky #caterpillarsky I am joking because I am so upset I cannot handle the feels
These are some of the cookies I baked for the gathering we didn't get to go to. My husband is going to have to eat them. There's probably 30 cookies 🫠🫠🫠🫠
November 30, 2025 at 12:11 AM
These are some of the cookies I baked for the gathering we didn't get to go to. My husband is going to have to eat them. There's probably 30 cookies 🫠🫠🫠🫠
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eating disorder? im eating this order!
October 17, 2024 at 1:28 PM
eating disorder? im eating this order!
My Christmas gift this year
November 30, 2025 at 12:07 AM
My Christmas gift this year
Quickly became Christmas for me lol
November 30, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Quickly became Christmas for me lol
We didn't do the Sat gathering because my his back windshield shattered into a million pieces. So I got out of that social interaction by sheer dumb luck
November 29, 2025 at 11:29 PM
We didn't do the Sat gathering because my his back windshield shattered into a million pieces. So I got out of that social interaction by sheer dumb luck
I really need to make myself eat the tuna I mixed up the other day. 😭
November 26, 2025 at 3:59 PM
I really need to make myself eat the tuna I mixed up the other day. 😭
Doing my nails for thanksgiving tomorrow. Adding glitter to the shimmery nail
November 26, 2025 at 3:57 PM
Doing my nails for thanksgiving tomorrow. Adding glitter to the shimmery nail
It's gonna be so cold tomorrow and I don't have a good sweater or jacket for my outfit I have planned
November 26, 2025 at 1:17 PM
It's gonna be so cold tomorrow and I don't have a good sweater or jacket for my outfit I have planned
Aaaaah my weight was even lower this morning. Omg it's an early Christmas miracle hahaha
November 26, 2025 at 1:16 PM
Aaaaah my weight was even lower this morning. Omg it's an early Christmas miracle hahaha
Took a nap in the middle of the day and now I am wide awake at 9pm which is weird for me on nights I sleep. If I sleep usually go to bed around 7pm like an old person.
I'm doing so many things that need to get done though 🤣
I'm doing so many things that need to get done though 🤣
November 26, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Took a nap in the middle of the day and now I am wide awake at 9pm which is weird for me on nights I sleep. If I sleep usually go to bed around 7pm like an old person.
I'm doing so many things that need to get done though 🤣
I'm doing so many things that need to get done though 🤣
I just had literally the best soup. And a lotttt of it. Like idk why I ate so much haha. But atleast it was just soup
November 25, 2025 at 5:46 PM
I just had literally the best soup. And a lotttt of it. Like idk why I ate so much haha. But atleast it was just soup
I've been mixing half a serving of Greek yogurt with half a serving of normal yogurt because I want to eat a lot of yogurt but if I eat that much Greek yogurt it sits on my stomach like a rock and makes me nauseated.
November 25, 2025 at 12:55 PM
I've been mixing half a serving of Greek yogurt with half a serving of normal yogurt because I want to eat a lot of yogurt but if I eat that much Greek yogurt it sits on my stomach like a rock and makes me nauseated.
Now I just have to be cool until Thanksgiving. And I have another gathering with food on Sat. Then I can restrict until the mid December gathering and all the rest
November 25, 2025 at 12:13 PM
Now I just have to be cool until Thanksgiving. And I have another gathering with food on Sat. Then I can restrict until the mid December gathering and all the rest
Tuesday before thanksgiving and my weight this morning is exactly what I wanted it to be for thanksgiving. 🎉🎉🎉
November 25, 2025 at 12:13 PM
Tuesday before thanksgiving and my weight this morning is exactly what I wanted it to be for thanksgiving. 🎉🎉🎉
My weight this morning made me SOOOO happy ahhh
November 25, 2025 at 11:47 AM
My weight this morning made me SOOOO happy ahhh
Censored because it's kinda gross too look at tbh.
If it wasn't for the fact that I added mayo it wouldn't be so bad. 2 cans of Tuna and garlic powder, onion powder, pepper, salt. Atleast its light mayo. I'm having bread with it but not much. Just craving tuna salad basically.
If it wasn't for the fact that I added mayo it wouldn't be so bad. 2 cans of Tuna and garlic powder, onion powder, pepper, salt. Atleast its light mayo. I'm having bread with it but not much. Just craving tuna salad basically.
November 23, 2025 at 3:12 PM
Censored because it's kinda gross too look at tbh.
If it wasn't for the fact that I added mayo it wouldn't be so bad. 2 cans of Tuna and garlic powder, onion powder, pepper, salt. Atleast its light mayo. I'm having bread with it but not much. Just craving tuna salad basically.
If it wasn't for the fact that I added mayo it wouldn't be so bad. 2 cans of Tuna and garlic powder, onion powder, pepper, salt. Atleast its light mayo. I'm having bread with it but not much. Just craving tuna salad basically.
Trump got a new man crush And gave himself a makeover to impress mamdani. Trump is so over Elon. And then trump posted pics of him and mamdani everywhere. Obviously trying to get under Elon's skin.
This is a soap opera and I need some popcorn 🍿
This is a soap opera and I need some popcorn 🍿
November 23, 2025 at 2:43 PM
Trump got a new man crush And gave himself a makeover to impress mamdani. Trump is so over Elon. And then trump posted pics of him and mamdani everywhere. Obviously trying to get under Elon's skin.
This is a soap opera and I need some popcorn 🍿
This is a soap opera and I need some popcorn 🍿
Oh thank God I finally pooped. Was getting worried lol
November 22, 2025 at 9:47 PM
Oh thank God I finally pooped. Was getting worried lol
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Whoever said that Trump looks like a Make A Wish kid meeting Zohran nailed it
November 22, 2025 at 12:13 AM
Whoever said that Trump looks like a Make A Wish kid meeting Zohran nailed it
I ate ground hamburger meat last night. A good bit of it. I never eat red meat hardly ever. And I have gastroparesis. And like... I don't think my body wants to digest this meat. My stomach is so full and I haven't pooped and I need to poop. I feel so horrible. I took lax because idk what else to do
November 22, 2025 at 7:40 PM
I ate ground hamburger meat last night. A good bit of it. I never eat red meat hardly ever. And I have gastroparesis. And like... I don't think my body wants to digest this meat. My stomach is so full and I haven't pooped and I need to poop. I feel so horrible. I took lax because idk what else to do
And I retain water so badly. My legs swell. My hands swell. Like I literally don't know what I weigh. It's driving me insane right now.
November 20, 2025 at 11:51 AM
And I retain water so badly. My legs swell. My hands swell. Like I literally don't know what I weigh. It's driving me insane right now.
Even when I do sleep I drink water in the middle of the night because I'm thirsty AF. I literally never know what I weigh without a stomach full of water. Because when I drink it.. those bottles are.. big. I drink the whole thing! 19 oz? One is 20oz
November 20, 2025 at 11:50 AM
Even when I do sleep I drink water in the middle of the night because I'm thirsty AF. I literally never know what I weigh without a stomach full of water. Because when I drink it.. those bottles are.. big. I drink the whole thing! 19 oz? One is 20oz
I fell asleep early when I took my PTSD medicine and I woke up around 1 am and I was hungry so I ate and stayed up🫠🫠🫠🫠😭😭😭 now it's almost 7. I'm not eating breakfast I don't even want to. Not hungry at all. Just can't get my weight this morning as usual ugh
November 20, 2025 at 11:48 AM
I fell asleep early when I took my PTSD medicine and I woke up around 1 am and I was hungry so I ate and stayed up🫠🫠🫠🫠😭😭😭 now it's almost 7. I'm not eating breakfast I don't even want to. Not hungry at all. Just can't get my weight this morning as usual ugh