INSANEEE

i might need you to pick up my jaw while you’re down there too 🧍‍♂️

my eyes just fell out of their sockets with the way i looked at this picture… 😮‍💨

thanks bro

i am fat RAHH like factually

nahh it was years ago, i cut them off right after

yeahh it really is, i need better friends, but finding new people is terrifying because of the stuff in the thread i quoted, it just suuuuucks 😭

yeahh, i have some really dear friends in that friend group so i can’t cut them all off, i just wish they had my back more 🙂‍↕️ idk everything about it sucks so bad 😭😭

yepp im in the same boat lmao

i don’t want to be a bother and everyone knows me and my identity and nobody stands up for me and most people in the group are queer so idk, it just sucks, i just feel really stuck ✨

i honestly really need that lol

thanks bro <3

it is what it is, hopefully one day i’ll be confident and comfortable socialising again haha

i dont hate myself, but as long as im like this i dread being perceived, i want out so badly

i wish i didn’t have to excuse or explain my right to exist whenever i interact with someone, i wish i could just chat shit with people without the crippling paranoia that secretly they’re prejudiced and laughing at me like before. i wish i was fucking normal im so fucking tired of being like this

i know im overreacting but being hit with the: she… they..? when people refer to me on call is whats making me completely isolate myself, it reminds me when i joined in on a call where people were clowning on me for saying im a guy while sounding like i do, im so over it, i just wanna be normal

wtf no????