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pearlborne.bsky.social
pearl ✦ on some new shit
@pearlborne.bsky.social
my ffxiv gallery
✦ they/she ✦ 25+ ✦ asian-american ✦ lesbian 🏳️‍⚧️

✦ SFW images + NSFW topics
✦ NSFW: @opalsent 🔞 25+ ONLY
✦ mostly OCs, some WOLship, occasional OC/NPC ships
✦ became a yapper
✦ WCIF friendly!

i persist and resist
Pinned
every day i yearn for 2012 tumblr...

[ #pb:WOL#pb:c'stajha ]
oh no my wife is awake i’m SO fucked i have to speedrun sleep NOW
November 15, 2025 at 11:47 AM
ignoring the rats immediately to instead think hard about motherhood, specifically adonis (5th astral era) and their children i need to give them names i need to figure out the birth order i need to figure out who lived and died in the flood i think voidsent should have to pay child support forever
November 15, 2025 at 11:46 AM
autistic about colors and the ffxiv elements again, i need to make the rainbow rats i need to make the rainbow rats i need to make the rainbow rats i HAVE to dedicate time to ffxiv, im so tired of only having cstajha or hyouga or koumori to look at, i AT LEAST need the collection of rats UUUUGH
November 15, 2025 at 11:44 AM
Reposted by pearl ✦ on some new shit
after months of intense feelings and emotional release through art, i'd like to present my 1st poetry book: veins and their contents.

upon these pages you'll find my heart laid bare and open for your viewing without any holds barred. it's very raw, vulnerable, and intense. poems + cover both by me.
November 9, 2025 at 10:17 PM
Reposted by pearl ✦ on some new shit
if you havent done your pvp series, you have 1 month now to get it done
November 14, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Reposted by pearl ✦ on some new shit
Friendly reminder that the bird site is owned by a literal billionaire Nazi who is emboldening fascism on a global scale.
a woman wearing glasses and a white shirt has the word get out written on her face
ALT: a woman wearing glasses and a white shirt has the word get out written on her face
media.tenor.com
November 15, 2025 at 9:00 AM
im still distraught over my little yellow notebook........ it was seriously a $1 pocket guy and it only had 2 pages written in it but it had my 5th astral rainbow rat brainstorming and i cannot believe i misplaced it. I DONT LOSE THINGS !!! I ALWAYS KEEP TRACK OF THINGS !!!! UUUUUUUGH
November 15, 2025 at 8:49 AM
wow all of my painful health complications have gone away and suddenly im back to nonstop posting disconnected thoughts and reaching the end of my feed, hewwo world we are back i hope u missed me filling up your notifs with my likes...
November 15, 2025 at 6:21 AM
i REALLY wanted to lean into adonis & haurchefant i think they are two sides of the same coin but then i learned haurchefant is an actual baby at only 28 and their age gap when they'd be able to bond is Not Appropriate. heartbreak of the century actually i was so mad HAHAHAHA.
#wolqotd #wolquestion

What other ships have you entertained for your WOL/OC/NPC that didn't quite make the cut? Who else could you see working with your blorbo? Do you have other AUs that they did? Who do your friends think would make a good pairing(+) with your special little blorbo(s)?

1/2
November 15, 2025 at 6:15 AM
i love picrew but i used to exclusively use it whenever i was having a mental health crisis so now every time i open the site to have fun i feel like im going to have an anxiety attack

this means i am going to do exposure therapy and make SOOOOOOO many thank you bsky for reminding me of picrew
November 15, 2025 at 6:02 AM
ultima thule is the best area if only because it's the perfect way to pretend a dead character is actually alive and theyre just chilling and sipping coffee at the cafe
November 15, 2025 at 5:49 AM
thought about papalymo and my whole night is ruined i cannot believe gridania starters got the worst fucking draw of having TWO chances to have a long-term scion and losing both of them grrrrr grrrrrrr grrrrrrrrr
November 15, 2025 at 5:46 AM
exposition chat bot because i have hope that y'shtola is finally leaving that role so someone has to take her place
#wolqotd

So... how badly would SE write your OC(s) if they were a canon part of the next expac?

[credit to @masaxiv.bsky.social for the idea]
November 15, 2025 at 5:39 AM
i hear a single note of any endwalker song and im in tears... i can't fucking do it...
November 15, 2025 at 5:38 AM
and bc she was relevant to this situation, this as another rent lowering shot: you fell for a misogynist hate campaign if you had some shit to say about taylor swift despite never talking about her or any other music artists before october 🫢 hiding misogyny behind “white woman” is still misogyny!
sorry to pivot to actual irl matters but yet again the west had a misogynist hate campaign against a woman going through a court trial against an abusive man and YET AGAIN the evidence comes to prove that the world needs to believe women, it’s wild how fast everyone will jump to hate a woman
November 14, 2025 at 8:24 PM
sorry to pivot to actual irl matters but yet again the west had a misogynist hate campaign against a woman going through a court trial against an abusive man and YET AGAIN the evidence comes to prove that the world needs to believe women, it’s wild how fast everyone will jump to hate a woman
November 14, 2025 at 8:10 PM
i AM dog heavy sigh about it but honestly i’m very relieved to not have to deal with the logistics of travel to a location that has to share air with a disney park… i will spend my 500$ on a bitch reselling their goodie bag and be comfy at home watching the event online and i’ll be sooo content
November 14, 2025 at 8:07 PM
if any of you in the last year have said the game is dying i hope you trip and scrape your knee
November 14, 2025 at 7:59 PM
emphasizing that i’m not asking for small or thin body shapes considering we quite literally have too many because no one wants to admit they hate fat people, im genuinely just exhausted by how often ill use even “vanilla size” bottoms and watch the ass grow 3x and defy gravity PLEASE
November 14, 2025 at 10:44 AM
i once again must ask for flat asses and/or butt bones on mods, at least most tops come with SOME amount of boob size options but i’m clawing through my cage about why every singular ass cheek has to be wider than my characters waist in both directions
November 14, 2025 at 10:37 AM
actually i will blame it on oc withdrawals i miss my little guys soooo bad
November 13, 2025 at 8:16 AM
day 500 of Not Feeling Good and it’s all been physical but emotionally it’s hitting me. i started crying over the minecraft poem (normal for me) but i spiraled so fast into the wild shit. do NOT skip your meds even if they feel innocuous or less important than your others.
November 13, 2025 at 8:14 AM
the fall off of the "xyz core" naming scheme is ultimately good, the specificity of names for "aesthetics" / design themes / trends is good for history, however i do think the ironic and/or humorous use of -core will never not be funny to me
November 12, 2025 at 7:08 AM
ocs with bright red hair i love you i lve you i love you i love you sekitan & gaelle will see the light of day soon or else i'll perish into dust, i see red hair and start barking like a dog it looks so fucking good all the time
November 12, 2025 at 7:03 AM
i do not lose things, im very good at keeping track of things actually, let me brag for a moment as i recall how often my wife goes "where's xyz" and i somehow attain selective photographic memory and can picture the object exactly where it is

i dont know where my baby notepad is... im so sad......
i just remembered the rainbow rats are unbalanced in 5th astral im digging my own grave right now
November 12, 2025 at 7:01 AM