He has such a pretty face and I need to see things done to it i am the greed they wrote about in the bible

"Jule's its too early for this" its not early /enough/ this should've been in my hands yesterday

Sent this to my irl friend and she immediately without hesitation started making a bf for him and I think that's beautiful

My power.....

Anyway. I love men. Even if I yearn for more I value the experiences I've had with men. It's good to know what I want and what I like. Figuring things out is valuable.

This is too personal for the NSFW porn art account SORRY I just like. Talking about the things I think about. Spilling feelings to whoever is interested.

Idk I've been thinking about that a lot lately. How much I've changed when it comes to that. Past me is unrecognizable in a lot of aspects. I really put a lot of stock into appearing Pure and Innocent Baby Boy. Desperate attempt to separate myself as much as possible from Thing That Hurts.

I was so so so shitty about a lot of things in regards to sex back then. God. Surprised anyone dealt with that. I know it came from a place of unprocessed pain but damn. I needed a better outlet back then I stg.

FEELINGS/MENTIONS OF ABUSE

Figuring that out and getting over an mentally/physically/sexually abusive ex gf really changed a lot of things when it came to sex. I might be struggling in a different way now but I've still healed a lot all things considered.