my own conscious thoughts becoming so distant and quiet~ getting replaced entirely with your words~

Every other thought becoming irrelevant: The little thoughts about my dignity; The little thoughts about my desires; Even the thoughts of self preservation.

Every thought eclipsed by the need to obey, the pleasure of servitude..

addicted to sinking.. relaxing.. right into your control >///<

something about pushing the boundaries of what im willing to obey.. continuing to obey commands that drift further and further from my best interests..

at some point the pleasure shifts away from wanting the commands,, to _needing_ the feeling of obedience~

g-gosh,, this is an incredible thought >///<

g-gosh, h-hi,, yes mommy,, 🥴