So sad to hear that Jim. Been there. It's not something you get over because it changes you. But maybe, in time, to a stronger person.

If the image text was auto generated then the algorithm needs some work: "Old lady, hair loose, messy room, long dress, belted, dark cardigan."

Things always get better, usually when you least expect it. Keep a lookout for opportunities, they can be obscure and easy to miss.