Pastel
@pasteldove.bsky.social
21+|| She/Her || ❤️: TWST, IkeVamp, IkePri, IkeVil || OC x Canon || Doodler, Daydreamer, Makeup Lover, Science Nerd ||
My hair's gotten really long so now I can try more hairstyles. The thing is whenever there's one that has you do loops/flips through your own hair, that's when I end up with a tangle. How people can do that without that happening is a mystery. Could also be bc my hair's thick, it's harder to manage.
December 15, 2025 at 2:34 AM
My hair's gotten really long so now I can try more hairstyles. The thing is whenever there's one that has you do loops/flips through your own hair, that's when I end up with a tangle. How people can do that without that happening is a mystery. Could also be bc my hair's thick, it's harder to manage.
MRI today. I'm a lot more nervous than I thought I was gonna be. Hopefully I'll be okay though.
December 8, 2025 at 5:17 PM
MRI today. I'm a lot more nervous than I thought I was gonna be. Hopefully I'll be okay though.
I have an MRI coming up to see what's going on so I dug up an old ultrasound from last year to compare it to the one I did about 2 months ago to see how much changed in a year.
...it changed by a lot.😳 No matter why they recommended me to get an MRI. Guess I'll find out what's going on soon enough.
...it changed by a lot.😳 No matter why they recommended me to get an MRI. Guess I'll find out what's going on soon enough.
December 8, 2025 at 3:58 AM
I have an MRI coming up to see what's going on so I dug up an old ultrasound from last year to compare it to the one I did about 2 months ago to see how much changed in a year.
...it changed by a lot.😳 No matter why they recommended me to get an MRI. Guess I'll find out what's going on soon enough.
...it changed by a lot.😳 No matter why they recommended me to get an MRI. Guess I'll find out what's going on soon enough.
Ever since I had that ultrasound that found something with my liver & gallbladder, I keep wondering what exactly could it be & if it connects to some symptoms I've been dealing with for a while. Having chronic GI stuff can make it very confusing as to where the pain & stuff is coming from though.
November 22, 2025 at 1:34 AM
Ever since I had that ultrasound that found something with my liver & gallbladder, I keep wondering what exactly could it be & if it connects to some symptoms I've been dealing with for a while. Having chronic GI stuff can make it very confusing as to where the pain & stuff is coming from though.
I really wanna try the Wicked margaritas at Chili's, but I've never drank tequila before so idk how my stomach would react to it. Though I also can't drink in general due to my stomach. I've seen folks say that they can ask for a mocktail, but it depends if they're willing to make it for you.
November 20, 2025 at 4:39 AM
I really wanna try the Wicked margaritas at Chili's, but I've never drank tequila before so idk how my stomach would react to it. Though I also can't drink in general due to my stomach. I've seen folks say that they can ask for a mocktail, but it depends if they're willing to make it for you.
Maintenance guy finally showed up to fix some stuff! Good news (?) is that they sound like easy repairs. Bad news is that as he was leaving he let out one of the nastiest, gag-inducing, smelliest farts I've ever smelled in my life. I'm dealing with a GI flare-up and this sensory ick isn't helping.🤢
November 14, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Maintenance guy finally showed up to fix some stuff! Good news (?) is that they sound like easy repairs. Bad news is that as he was leaving he let out one of the nastiest, gag-inducing, smelliest farts I've ever smelled in my life. I'm dealing with a GI flare-up and this sensory ick isn't helping.🤢
This Halloween has literally been out for my blood. Ouch...😭 I'm okay now though! I think.
November 1, 2025 at 5:18 AM
This Halloween has literally been out for my blood. Ouch...😭 I'm okay now though! I think.
I finally had the opportunity to schedule my own appointments today, one of them being an MRI, which will be my first time. They did ask if I was claustrophobic and I had to think about it for a sec. Then my mom brought up the one time I hid in a small closet with my hamster during a tornado.
October 29, 2025 at 2:48 AM
I finally had the opportunity to schedule my own appointments today, one of them being an MRI, which will be my first time. They did ask if I was claustrophobic and I had to think about it for a sec. Then my mom brought up the one time I hid in a small closet with my hamster during a tornado.
12hrs stuck at the ER and just got home about an hour ago. On top of that I had to drive in a storm. I am DRAINED. It has been a rollercoaster of a day, but I'm glad my mom and I were able to get stuff checked out.
October 25, 2025 at 8:12 AM
12hrs stuck at the ER and just got home about an hour ago. On top of that I had to drive in a storm. I am DRAINED. It has been a rollercoaster of a day, but I'm glad my mom and I were able to get stuff checked out.
Today's been a long stressful day of dr's appts, with the last one ending in very scary news for a parent. Not gonna lie, I'm panicking & I wanna cry, but I'm trying to hold it in since I don't wanna add to an already stressful situation. I'm hoping we'll find a solution that ends in good results.🙏
October 22, 2025 at 11:47 PM
Today's been a long stressful day of dr's appts, with the last one ending in very scary news for a parent. Not gonna lie, I'm panicking & I wanna cry, but I'm trying to hold it in since I don't wanna add to an already stressful situation. I'm hoping we'll find a solution that ends in good results.🙏
Went to an event yesterday where my proxy was & while they were showing me some IkeSeries stuff, someone nearby said that they haven't played their games & in the squeakiest voice I said, "You should play!" Mouse mode strikes again.🙈 Even if my voice squeaks, I'll still share my love for the games.
October 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Went to an event yesterday where my proxy was & while they were showing me some IkeSeries stuff, someone nearby said that they haven't played their games & in the squeakiest voice I said, "You should play!" Mouse mode strikes again.🙈 Even if my voice squeaks, I'll still share my love for the games.
I found it very funny that the little IG follow suggestions had the profiles of an old ex-boyfriend and the offical Nica Schwartz one Cybird made to promote his upcoming route right next to each other.
Ah yes the person I dated in the past and one I will be dating in the future lol
Ah yes the person I dated in the past and one I will be dating in the future lol
October 17, 2025 at 3:18 AM
I found it very funny that the little IG follow suggestions had the profiles of an old ex-boyfriend and the offical Nica Schwartz one Cybird made to promote his upcoming route right next to each other.
Ah yes the person I dated in the past and one I will be dating in the future lol
Ah yes the person I dated in the past and one I will be dating in the future lol
Tried Daiya dairy/gluten free pizza today after being curious about it for so long. Taste-wise, the new recipe does taste like a normal pizza to the point where I was questioning if I was eating a plant-based substitute lol The only thing for me personally that was an issue was the texture.
October 11, 2025 at 2:25 AM
Tried Daiya dairy/gluten free pizza today after being curious about it for so long. Taste-wise, the new recipe does taste like a normal pizza to the point where I was questioning if I was eating a plant-based substitute lol The only thing for me personally that was an issue was the texture.
Went in for an ultrasound to see if the thing on my kidney has grown only to find out there may be something going on with my gallbladder and liver as well.
...uh WHAT?!😱
...uh WHAT?!😱
October 9, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Went in for an ultrasound to see if the thing on my kidney has grown only to find out there may be something going on with my gallbladder and liver as well.
...uh WHAT?!😱
...uh WHAT?!😱
I have been feeling very physically and mentally drained for quite a while now, from things in my daily life to stuff happening around me. I'm trying to find some sparks of joy, but it has been hard. I just hope things get better soon. 🙏
October 3, 2025 at 4:50 AM
I have been feeling very physically and mentally drained for quite a while now, from things in my daily life to stuff happening around me. I'm trying to find some sparks of joy, but it has been hard. I just hope things get better soon. 🙏
Today was makeup birthday day and I did lots of walking/driving around town, incl. driving in heavy traffic in the evening. I haven't driven this much since before my surgery. I can't feel anything below my waist and abdominal muscles are tense. It was a good day though! Just physically exhausting.
September 21, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Today was makeup birthday day and I did lots of walking/driving around town, incl. driving in heavy traffic in the evening. I haven't driven this much since before my surgery. I can't feel anything below my waist and abdominal muscles are tense. It was a good day though! Just physically exhausting.
Ugh, I hate being sick. I can't sleep bc my throat hurts a lot and I keep coughing and I can't breathe properly. I mask everywhere I go and take precautions, why meee?😭
August 12, 2025 at 7:15 AM
Ugh, I hate being sick. I can't sleep bc my throat hurts a lot and I keep coughing and I can't breathe properly. I mask everywhere I go and take precautions, why meee?😭
I wrote a Gilbert thing last night of my own version of the birthday sets we can buy on our birthday month and I'm sorta cringing bc I know I tend to write very cheesy stuff but at the same time I haven't written in so long and at least I finally did something.
August 9, 2025 at 10:11 PM
I wrote a Gilbert thing last night of my own version of the birthday sets we can buy on our birthday month and I'm sorta cringing bc I know I tend to write very cheesy stuff but at the same time I haven't written in so long and at least I finally did something.
Today has just been extremely mentally and physically draining. Also an emotional day because I finally got a diagnosis that answered a lot of things about myself that I've been pondering for a very long time. It's a bittersweet feeling, to be honest.
August 6, 2025 at 6:35 AM
Today has just been extremely mentally and physically draining. Also an emotional day because I finally got a diagnosis that answered a lot of things about myself that I've been pondering for a very long time. It's a bittersweet feeling, to be honest.
In less than 30 min. I was happy as a clam to get a 5 star Kagari in IkePri only for it to quickly go away with the news that IkeVamp EN is no longer updating. I legitimately want to cry, I'm so heartbroken.
July 18, 2025 at 1:42 AM
In less than 30 min. I was happy as a clam to get a 5 star Kagari in IkePri only for it to quickly go away with the news that IkeVamp EN is no longer updating. I legitimately want to cry, I'm so heartbroken.
Spent half the day at the doctor since there were some complications and labs and I ended up getting injected with medication. However when I got home I noticed a painful side effect and idk if that's normal or if I'm gonna need to go to urgent care at some point. Hopefully I'll be okay.😓
July 16, 2025 at 9:41 PM
Spent half the day at the doctor since there were some complications and labs and I ended up getting injected with medication. However when I got home I noticed a painful side effect and idk if that's normal or if I'm gonna need to go to urgent care at some point. Hopefully I'll be okay.😓
I don't know what's been going on with my health as of late. Weird symptoms keep popping up, one of them being frequent dizzy spells that has been making me a fall risk. I'm seeing a doctor soon so hopefully I can get some answers.
July 15, 2025 at 4:47 AM
I don't know what's been going on with my health as of late. Weird symptoms keep popping up, one of them being frequent dizzy spells that has been making me a fall risk. I'm seeing a doctor soon so hopefully I can get some answers.
I have settled on what IkeSeries cosplay I'm gonna do for the con and I've already committed by getting some stuff today. Hopefully I can pull this off!
July 13, 2025 at 1:35 AM
I have settled on what IkeSeries cosplay I'm gonna do for the con and I've already committed by getting some stuff today. Hopefully I can pull this off!
Been brainstorming IkeSeries cosplay ideas for a con but I'm having issues such as:
1) Needs to be mobility friendly due to my mobility issues (I'll adapt with time)
2) Has to be easy to make in short time
3) Don't know if I wanna do the original suitor look or the lady ver./route release set outfit
1) Needs to be mobility friendly due to my mobility issues (I'll adapt with time)
2) Has to be easy to make in short time
3) Don't know if I wanna do the original suitor look or the lady ver./route release set outfit
July 8, 2025 at 6:38 AM
Been brainstorming IkeSeries cosplay ideas for a con but I'm having issues such as:
1) Needs to be mobility friendly due to my mobility issues (I'll adapt with time)
2) Has to be easy to make in short time
3) Don't know if I wanna do the original suitor look or the lady ver./route release set outfit
1) Needs to be mobility friendly due to my mobility issues (I'll adapt with time)
2) Has to be easy to make in short time
3) Don't know if I wanna do the original suitor look or the lady ver./route release set outfit
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June 26, 2025 at 7:31 PM