Trying to say, "I love you!" or show it implicitly in some way.

I feel like I'm not doing enough. Or rather, than I'm spreading myself too thin sometimes.

I came into work this morning with an extra pep in my step and greeted everyone cheerfully.

It was nice, but I can't stand one of my coworkers

-- our lives.

It's weird. I wonder if when my life comes to end, I'll ask the question, "Did I love enough?"

I hope to live my life in a way that I can proudly answer, "Yes!".

I know it's probably small and meaningless, but I texted a few of my close friends.

In other words, this is an exercise to acknowledge the state I'm in and work from there.

I really can't afford to go lower than this, or I'll start losing things like my career, my integrity, my relationships, etc.

All because I'm not taking care of myself and my loved ones.

My spiritual health is strong. (Although, I'm deeply apprehensive around other Christians)

I say it's strong 'cause I'm growing my personal relationship with God through both "General Revelation" and "Special Revelation". More on that in a separate post.

I've been taking refuge in God a lot lately

Physical health needs some improvement, but I'm working on it.

Idk how to evaluate my mental health, so I'll do some research. I'd guess that I'm doing bad though.

My social health is fine. I'm well-connected, although I feel a bit neglected. I haven't spoken with my support system in a while,,,

Afterwards, I spent some time by myself playing video games. Then I went to go run for 30 minutes, watched a fireworks show with a stranger, bought food and snacks from a convenience store.

I ended the night off by singing karaoke in my car before getting ready for bed and going to sleep.

I spent the evening journaling at my desk and drawing.

I wanted to update my Toyhouse, but I was already past my bedtime.

P.S. I'm journaling on paper cause I'm not too keen on sharing EVERYTHING on the internet XP

Tryna keep it generic and somewhat authentic.

I met their dogs and got to play with them! A big German Sheppard and a little Dachshund.

He also allowed me to take a bunch of cooking ingredients, seasoning, lemonade, pots, plates, and bowls.

"It's too much trouble to pack them", he said.

I basically had permission to loot their house XD

I only went out for dinner at Sushiro with some folks from my church.
I listened to them talk, and ate my fill of fish, rice, and tea.

I spent the evening playing It Takes Two with my friend back home, doing my homework, and finishing up my laundry.

Lastly, sweet dreams!