I feel like the rainbow fish most of my life.

Another early memory I have is talking about dreams with my father and passing by a church and him telling me I need to have discernment and I asked what it means and I was writing the word down to remember it.

But I just learned cool is actually derived from ghoul/Al-Kuhl.

I remember I was in an arcade with my cousins and they were playing with a Tesla lightning ball and saying how cool it was and I said it was cool too and my father immediately told me don’t say cool say neat.

While being hard to combat the greed that brought us to this state in the first place.