do not tempt me.............

i had to put that shit on my credit card which pmo but not as much as the general "rules for thee but not for the other 9 employees" situation

and why is it ok for them to leave me alone for half the day but i am absolutely not allowed to leave anyone else alone. like, when both our cars were out of commission from a hit and run a few months ago, they wouldn't even let me wfh for a couple days before payday so i could afford a lyft

and like i'm not gonna be the asshole who says ummmm no you can't go home because it's the Rules. but it's a rule for a reason that we're supposed to have 2 people at all times. but really it is cause i'm petty and jealous. because why can everyone except me come and go as they please.

imagine if i left every time i Didn't Feel Good. i would never fucking be here.

am truly at a point where i can't remember the last workday i had where i did Not cry either in or on the way to the office