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Papa Specter | Can't stream Arc
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Just a hapless idiot with a foul mouth and brain worms | Full time Truck Driver | hobbyist streamer on twitch | art and rig @/vtuber_manu | twitch.tv/papa_specter
You meant parparpt
January 17, 2025 at 8:39 PM
I don't know how to interact with people anymore, I can barely hold a conversation for very long, and despite wishing for a significant other I'm just to scared of rejection to even try on top of a slew of body image issues.
I just don't know how to fucking escape this cycle I've forced myself into
January 16, 2025 at 12:50 PM
That was 17 years ago and I've never really recovered. I still don't have any irl friends, I've been single the entire time and as the months roll by my anxiety only gets exponentially worse.
January 16, 2025 at 12:50 PM
It doesn't help I was living overseas at the time so I moved back to the US to an area I didn't know anyone at all when I did this and started developing some real nasty social anxiety.
January 16, 2025 at 12:49 PM