Bipolar Friends, i discovered ashwaganda and it does wonders. At Least for me i am able to function & process emotions very well. I’m on my 3rd week. Tod.i had so many triggers but I’m responding well, emotions are stable & it never went downhill.
December 1, 2025 at 2:36 AM
Bipolar Friends, i discovered ashwaganda and it does wonders. At Least for me i am able to function & process emotions very well. I’m on my 3rd week. Tod.i had so many triggers but I’m responding well, emotions are stable & it never went downhill.
Pure love: one of the best reasons to stay.
November 15, 2025 at 1:56 PM
Pure love: one of the best reasons to stay.
Trauma is physical & emotional abuse by people who thought you’d be safe with. It’s also fear from living in a high strung family dynamics.
November 15, 2025 at 1:45 PM
Trauma is physical & emotional abuse by people who thought you’d be safe with. It’s also fear from living in a high strung family dynamics.
I’ve always felt “alone”, I learned to be with myself & my problems, not many know that my family life isn’t what it’s cracked up to be. I’m even more comfortable w/close friends, but I’ve learned to accept that u can’t rely on anyone else except yourself.
November 11, 2025 at 12:33 AM
I’ve always felt “alone”, I learned to be with myself & my problems, not many know that my family life isn’t what it’s cracked up to be. I’m even more comfortable w/close friends, but I’ve learned to accept that u can’t rely on anyone else except yourself.
Letting go is 1 of the hardest thing to do, but I’m feeling how rage & sadness have affected my overall health. that feeling when you’re planning this ultimate revenge plot in your heart but u don’t want to do it bec. There is no point? But then I realize how much it has taken away from me.
October 24, 2025 at 1:55 AM
Letting go is 1 of the hardest thing to do, but I’m feeling how rage & sadness have affected my overall health. that feeling when you’re planning this ultimate revenge plot in your heart but u don’t want to do it bec. There is no point? But then I realize how much it has taken away from me.
New Moon chronicles: it’s a period where all emotions are all coming out, even the painful ones. I’ve been really depressed for the past 3 days, at last nights sound bath, I cried for an hour while meditating. But, the universe has a way of telling me that it’s just another phase.
October 22, 2025 at 4:31 AM
New Moon chronicles: it’s a period where all emotions are all coming out, even the painful ones. I’ve been really depressed for the past 3 days, at last nights sound bath, I cried for an hour while meditating. But, the universe has a way of telling me that it’s just another phase.
Alley way in Enoshima island, kamakura. This leads to the sea candle.
October 18, 2025 at 12:01 AM
Alley way in Enoshima island, kamakura. This leads to the sea candle.
When I met Fuji in her all her glory after so many years of going to Japan and not being able to really see her. I took it as a good sign
October 17, 2025 at 3:24 PM
When I met Fuji in her all her glory after so many years of going to Japan and not being able to really see her. I took it as a good sign
I’m going to be okay
October 17, 2025 at 3:19 PM
I’m going to be okay
I’m spent, another round of exhausting emotional rollercoasters for today. Medyo quota na. I hate it when the progress is abruptly taken away.
September 15, 2025 at 1:11 PM
I’m spent, another round of exhausting emotional rollercoasters for today. Medyo quota na. I hate it when the progress is abruptly taken away.
Discernment on when to keep certain family members in or out of our lives, but I do consider a small group of friends/cousins as my family. People you feel safe with no matter what & you know they got you if shit happens. I’ve never felt “safe” at home.
September 15, 2025 at 3:39 AM
Discernment on when to keep certain family members in or out of our lives, but I do consider a small group of friends/cousins as my family. People you feel safe with no matter what & you know they got you if shit happens. I’ve never felt “safe” at home.
It’s a bit strange to see old friends you started out with. After more than a decade, the conversations are mostly about health & coping with life in our mid 30s. I love getting old to a degree, things sort of settle down in some areas.
September 14, 2025 at 1:16 PM
It’s a bit strange to see old friends you started out with. After more than a decade, the conversations are mostly about health & coping with life in our mid 30s. I love getting old to a degree, things sort of settle down in some areas.
I know I’ll be okay.
September 10, 2025 at 3:24 PM
I know I’ll be okay.
Who grew up with narcissistic elders? How do you deal/cope with their behaviors?
September 4, 2025 at 12:38 AM
Who grew up with narcissistic elders? How do you deal/cope with their behaviors?
Much needed break from everything.
September 3, 2025 at 5:30 AM
Much needed break from everything.
High functioning depression. That’s new to me, I had to return & get my head right. I’m happy however that I don’t need meds. Just plenty of exercise & good company. It’s still a matter of showing up for myself everyday, may I look back at this someday stronger than I ever was.
September 2, 2025 at 1:23 AM
High functioning depression. That’s new to me, I had to return & get my head right. I’m happy however that I don’t need meds. Just plenty of exercise & good company. It’s still a matter of showing up for myself everyday, may I look back at this someday stronger than I ever was.
I just want to get out of Baguio and calm down. Even home has become unbearable, they don’t get it.
September 1, 2025 at 12:58 AM
I just want to get out of Baguio and calm down. Even home has become unbearable, they don’t get it.
Reconnected w/ an old good friend. Both of us just had to undergo plenty of 💩 & im happy she’s thriving w/ a renewed passion for something else & that we’ve rekindled a new kind of friendship that’s much more mature & uncomplicated.
August 31, 2025 at 11:11 PM
Reconnected w/ an old good friend. Both of us just had to undergo plenty of 💩 & im happy she’s thriving w/ a renewed passion for something else & that we’ve rekindled a new kind of friendship that’s much more mature & uncomplicated.
I pray for bookings for the next three days. Pls say a little prayer for me and wish me luck.
August 29, 2025 at 2:43 AM
I pray for bookings for the next three days. Pls say a little prayer for me and wish me luck.
Today is a bit heavy, it would have been our 8th year. I’m still angry, the rage is exhausting & a bit challenging to process. I don’t ask why anymore, part of me just wants revenge but I’m too tired & they tell me it’s not worth my energy.
August 27, 2025 at 4:23 AM
Today is a bit heavy, it would have been our 8th year. I’m still angry, the rage is exhausting & a bit challenging to process. I don’t ask why anymore, part of me just wants revenge but I’m too tired & they tell me it’s not worth my energy.
I supported her business very well
,yet wasn’t even accorded the simple
Act of sharing a link to my business. Oh well, so much for managing my expectations.
,yet wasn’t even accorded the simple
Act of sharing a link to my business. Oh well, so much for managing my expectations.
August 24, 2025 at 12:18 PM
I supported her business very well
,yet wasn’t even accorded the simple
Act of sharing a link to my business. Oh well, so much for managing my expectations.
,yet wasn’t even accorded the simple
Act of sharing a link to my business. Oh well, so much for managing my expectations.
I should remind myself not to beg/ask someone’s attention or time. Especially if they don’t reciprocate the attention/time I give them. I’m tired of giving & giving, because that’s all I’ve done for a bug chunk of my life. I’ll give myself that time instead.
August 22, 2025 at 11:10 PM
I should remind myself not to beg/ask someone’s attention or time. Especially if they don’t reciprocate the attention/time I give them. I’m tired of giving & giving, because that’s all I’ve done for a bug chunk of my life. I’ll give myself that time instead.
I met someone,he’s a great guy but it’s too soon, It seems that I’m jumping into another relationship again without processing the the previous one. Here I am overthinking about something that’s in its genesis
August 21, 2025 at 3:47 PM
I met someone,he’s a great guy but it’s too soon, It seems that I’m jumping into another relationship again without processing the the previous one. Here I am overthinking about something that’s in its genesis
I’d like to ask him: at what point in our relationship did you think it was okay to hurt me?
August 14, 2025 at 2:35 PM
I’d like to ask him: at what point in our relationship did you think it was okay to hurt me?
Tug on the heart to see my eyes so sad in my latest photos for an exhibit. Wasn’t aware my eyes and face were swelling from all that crying I did before hand.
August 14, 2025 at 12:40 PM
Tug on the heart to see my eyes so sad in my latest photos for an exhibit. Wasn’t aware my eyes and face were swelling from all that crying I did before hand.