Yumeko
@pandemonium.moe
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Yumeko
@pandemonium.moe
· Oct 17
// It is not Mother's Day here, but...
Still. Much love to the greatest Mother of them all.
Times like these, I am envious of Yume.
Hah.
<3
Stay blessed.
Still. Much love to the greatest Mother of them all.
Times like these, I am envious of Yume.
Hah.
<3
Stay blessed.
May 11, 2025 at 6:55 AM
// It is not Mother's Day here, but...
Still. Much love to the greatest Mother of them all.
Times like these, I am envious of Yume.
Hah.
<3
Stay blessed.
Still. Much love to the greatest Mother of them all.
Times like these, I am envious of Yume.
Hah.
<3
Stay blessed.
// I keep looking at her and thinking how wonderful she is. That's why she deserves only the finest.
I love her so so so much. I wonder if her love for Shinki can ever be matched by mine for her. Haha.
I'll figure it out. Just as she always does.
The perfect being.
I love her so so so much. I wonder if her love for Shinki can ever be matched by mine for her. Haha.
I'll figure it out. Just as she always does.
The perfect being.
April 30, 2025 at 3:32 PM
// I keep looking at her and thinking how wonderful she is. That's why she deserves only the finest.
I love her so so so much. I wonder if her love for Shinki can ever be matched by mine for her. Haha.
I'll figure it out. Just as she always does.
The perfect being.
I love her so so so much. I wonder if her love for Shinki can ever be matched by mine for her. Haha.
I'll figure it out. Just as she always does.
The perfect being.
“Become greater than the divines you serve.
Amass unlimited strength, hold your blade high and strike down all in your path relentlessly!
I have no choice now. There must be no more musing on the possibility; all I can do is act.
I will not allow you to extinguish my flame!”
Amass unlimited strength, hold your blade high and strike down all in your path relentlessly!
I have no choice now. There must be no more musing on the possibility; all I can do is act.
I will not allow you to extinguish my flame!”
April 24, 2025 at 1:03 PM
“Become greater than the divines you serve.
Amass unlimited strength, hold your blade high and strike down all in your path relentlessly!
I have no choice now. There must be no more musing on the possibility; all I can do is act.
I will not allow you to extinguish my flame!”
Amass unlimited strength, hold your blade high and strike down all in your path relentlessly!
I have no choice now. There must be no more musing on the possibility; all I can do is act.
I will not allow you to extinguish my flame!”
“Lady Sariel…
Why do you hold it in front of me? Why do you parade my corpse? There is no one else to show, so this is just for me…
I still cannot tell if you are trying to break my spirit or encourage me.
I shall reclaim my body.
It will be mine.
It will be Mother's.”
Why do you hold it in front of me? Why do you parade my corpse? There is no one else to show, so this is just for me…
I still cannot tell if you are trying to break my spirit or encourage me.
I shall reclaim my body.
It will be mine.
It will be Mother's.”
April 23, 2025 at 5:21 AM
“Lady Sariel…
Why do you hold it in front of me? Why do you parade my corpse? There is no one else to show, so this is just for me…
I still cannot tell if you are trying to break my spirit or encourage me.
I shall reclaim my body.
It will be mine.
It will be Mother's.”
Why do you hold it in front of me? Why do you parade my corpse? There is no one else to show, so this is just for me…
I still cannot tell if you are trying to break my spirit or encourage me.
I shall reclaim my body.
It will be mine.
It will be Mother's.”
“That exhaustion that I felt during the last few days of my life…
I feel it again. It is different, but still familiar. I have not been able to 'sleep', and I must not find out.
I must…
Mother…
I do not want to apologise again.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you so much.”
I feel it again. It is different, but still familiar. I have not been able to 'sleep', and I must not find out.
I must…
Mother…
I do not want to apologise again.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you so much.”
April 22, 2025 at 4:35 AM
“That exhaustion that I felt during the last few days of my life…
I feel it again. It is different, but still familiar. I have not been able to 'sleep', and I must not find out.
I must…
Mother…
I do not want to apologise again.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you so much.”
I feel it again. It is different, but still familiar. I have not been able to 'sleep', and I must not find out.
I must…
Mother…
I do not want to apologise again.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you so much.”
“This is what it means… to truly give yourself to the divines!”
//Thank you so much @newmoonshira.squiddymoon.com
for this; definitely one of the pieces I am most happy with. <3
//Thank you so much @newmoonshira.squiddymoon.com
for this; definitely one of the pieces I am most happy with. <3
April 17, 2025 at 4:48 AM
“This is what it means… to truly give yourself to the divines!”
//Thank you so much @newmoonshira.squiddymoon.com
for this; definitely one of the pieces I am most happy with. <3
//Thank you so much @newmoonshira.squiddymoon.com
for this; definitely one of the pieces I am most happy with. <3
“We have been together for some time… the Fallen Shrine has become my home for now.
I am not surprised that you have only taken this fascination with me because you were able to steal my soul away.
I wish you would understand my love.
But I know you loathe me for my refusal.”
I am not surprised that you have only taken this fascination with me because you were able to steal my soul away.
I wish you would understand my love.
But I know you loathe me for my refusal.”
April 14, 2025 at 12:28 PM
“We have been together for some time… the Fallen Shrine has become my home for now.
I am not surprised that you have only taken this fascination with me because you were able to steal my soul away.
I wish you would understand my love.
But I know you loathe me for my refusal.”
I am not surprised that you have only taken this fascination with me because you were able to steal my soul away.
I wish you would understand my love.
But I know you loathe me for my refusal.”
“There is an element regarding seeing one's own corpse like this that does not sit well with me.
It makes this feel more finite. That if I cannot retrieve the body that Mother gave to me, then there is no path other than oblivion.
I approached it. Lady Sariel denied me.
Mm…”
It makes this feel more finite. That if I cannot retrieve the body that Mother gave to me, then there is no path other than oblivion.
I approached it. Lady Sariel denied me.
Mm…”
April 12, 2025 at 11:26 AM
“There is an element regarding seeing one's own corpse like this that does not sit well with me.
It makes this feel more finite. That if I cannot retrieve the body that Mother gave to me, then there is no path other than oblivion.
I approached it. Lady Sariel denied me.
Mm…”
It makes this feel more finite. That if I cannot retrieve the body that Mother gave to me, then there is no path other than oblivion.
I approached it. Lady Sariel denied me.
Mm…”
“I saw… Lady Sariel carrying my body into the Fallen Shrine.
It is strange, since most corpses of Makaijin do not manage to persist this long without the primal essence of their soul. We are deeply embedded with our bodies…
Maybe that is a symbol of hope.
I need it to be.”
It is strange, since most corpses of Makaijin do not manage to persist this long without the primal essence of their soul. We are deeply embedded with our bodies…
Maybe that is a symbol of hope.
I need it to be.”
April 11, 2025 at 12:30 PM
“I saw… Lady Sariel carrying my body into the Fallen Shrine.
It is strange, since most corpses of Makaijin do not manage to persist this long without the primal essence of their soul. We are deeply embedded with our bodies…
Maybe that is a symbol of hope.
I need it to be.”
It is strange, since most corpses of Makaijin do not manage to persist this long without the primal essence of their soul. We are deeply embedded with our bodies…
Maybe that is a symbol of hope.
I need it to be.”
“It was always in my blood. You wished to show me how to best prepare your refreshments, but I always knew.
Your tastes came naturally to me, and I watched you trial the tea that I crafted for you for the first time so intently.
I want to make more for you, Mother.
I shall.”
Your tastes came naturally to me, and I watched you trial the tea that I crafted for you for the first time so intently.
I want to make more for you, Mother.
I shall.”
April 11, 2025 at 1:59 AM
“It was always in my blood. You wished to show me how to best prepare your refreshments, but I always knew.
Your tastes came naturally to me, and I watched you trial the tea that I crafted for you for the first time so intently.
I want to make more for you, Mother.
I shall.”
Your tastes came naturally to me, and I watched you trial the tea that I crafted for you for the first time so intently.
I want to make more for you, Mother.
I shall.”
“I had this latent desire that I would have heard from Alice.
I know I cannot expect anyone but myself to drag me from the grave. I will not expect it, because it is selfish to do so.
But I miss her.
And I do not want to risk… forgetting her.
If I do, then there is no hope.”
I know I cannot expect anyone but myself to drag me from the grave. I will not expect it, because it is selfish to do so.
But I miss her.
And I do not want to risk… forgetting her.
If I do, then there is no hope.”
April 10, 2025 at 1:27 PM
“I had this latent desire that I would have heard from Alice.
I know I cannot expect anyone but myself to drag me from the grave. I will not expect it, because it is selfish to do so.
But I miss her.
And I do not want to risk… forgetting her.
If I do, then there is no hope.”
I know I cannot expect anyone but myself to drag me from the grave. I will not expect it, because it is selfish to do so.
But I miss her.
And I do not want to risk… forgetting her.
If I do, then there is no hope.”
“Her name is Lady Shinki.
She is Mother to all of Makai, and I am her first.
Was…?
No, I *am* her first.
I call her Mother because she created me, and I love her as others love their parents.
I am her eternal servant. Forgetting that is sin.
Even with this darkness…”
She is Mother to all of Makai, and I am her first.
Was…?
No, I *am* her first.
I call her Mother because she created me, and I love her as others love their parents.
I am her eternal servant. Forgetting that is sin.
Even with this darkness…”
April 9, 2025 at 10:03 PM
“Her name is Lady Shinki.
She is Mother to all of Makai, and I am her first.
Was…?
No, I *am* her first.
I call her Mother because she created me, and I love her as others love their parents.
I am her eternal servant. Forgetting that is sin.
Even with this darkness…”
She is Mother to all of Makai, and I am her first.
Was…?
No, I *am* her first.
I call her Mother because she created me, and I love her as others love their parents.
I am her eternal servant. Forgetting that is sin.
Even with this darkness…”
“Reminiscing about the early days of Makai has been keeping the despair away. Lady Sariel has not compelled me to move across the boundary into oblivion — I still do not know why.
The memories are getting foggier, however. In an attempt to remember when Mother and I…
We…
…”
The memories are getting foggier, however. In an attempt to remember when Mother and I…
We…
…”
April 9, 2025 at 12:35 AM
“Reminiscing about the early days of Makai has been keeping the despair away. Lady Sariel has not compelled me to move across the boundary into oblivion — I still do not know why.
The memories are getting foggier, however. In an attempt to remember when Mother and I…
We…
…”
The memories are getting foggier, however. In an attempt to remember when Mother and I…
We…
…”
// Despite Yumeko being… more than indisposed right now, I'd like to set up a little Q&A thing. Mainly to get me thinking about her more I guess…
So do send your questions if you have any, and I will endeavour to make the responses interesting! ❤️
So do send your questions if you have any, and I will endeavour to make the responses interesting! ❤️
April 6, 2025 at 2:32 PM
// Despite Yumeko being… more than indisposed right now, I'd like to set up a little Q&A thing. Mainly to get me thinking about her more I guess…
So do send your questions if you have any, and I will endeavour to make the responses interesting! ❤️
So do send your questions if you have any, and I will endeavour to make the responses interesting! ❤️
It is still in my hands.
I can hold my blade forward, and I can steady myself. I can step force and slash through the darkness.
It stays there. It keeps crawling, closing in at every possible angle, wanting to leave only misery in my company.
I strike again.
Until I triumph.
I can hold my blade forward, and I can steady myself. I can step force and slash through the darkness.
It stays there. It keeps crawling, closing in at every possible angle, wanting to leave only misery in my company.
I strike again.
Until I triumph.
April 5, 2025 at 11:28 PM
It is still in my hands.
I can hold my blade forward, and I can steady myself. I can step force and slash through the darkness.
It stays there. It keeps crawling, closing in at every possible angle, wanting to leave only misery in my company.
I strike again.
Until I triumph.
I can hold my blade forward, and I can steady myself. I can step force and slash through the darkness.
It stays there. It keeps crawling, closing in at every possible angle, wanting to leave only misery in my company.
I strike again.
Until I triumph.
Hah.
Even in death, I cannot stop the cravings. The desire to serve and fulfil the wishes of Mother pangs deep inside what remains of my heart and spirit.
I know what I shall do first if I return. I will supply her the finest treats…
A sorrowful moment it should not be.
Even in death, I cannot stop the cravings. The desire to serve and fulfil the wishes of Mother pangs deep inside what remains of my heart and spirit.
I know what I shall do first if I return. I will supply her the finest treats…
A sorrowful moment it should not be.
April 5, 2025 at 5:19 PM
Hah.
Even in death, I cannot stop the cravings. The desire to serve and fulfil the wishes of Mother pangs deep inside what remains of my heart and spirit.
I know what I shall do first if I return. I will supply her the finest treats…
A sorrowful moment it should not be.
Even in death, I cannot stop the cravings. The desire to serve and fulfil the wishes of Mother pangs deep inside what remains of my heart and spirit.
I know what I shall do first if I return. I will supply her the finest treats…
A sorrowful moment it should not be.
I cannot ask Alice to save me.
I cannot ask Mother to save me.
It is not because I cannot trust them, but because… it would only cement the idea that I have weakened to Lady Sariel.
With how she has me ensnared, the challenge ahead is difficult.
But I must.
Mother needs me.
I cannot ask Mother to save me.
It is not because I cannot trust them, but because… it would only cement the idea that I have weakened to Lady Sariel.
With how she has me ensnared, the challenge ahead is difficult.
But I must.
Mother needs me.
April 5, 2025 at 12:12 PM
I cannot ask Alice to save me.
I cannot ask Mother to save me.
It is not because I cannot trust them, but because… it would only cement the idea that I have weakened to Lady Sariel.
With how she has me ensnared, the challenge ahead is difficult.
But I must.
Mother needs me.
I cannot ask Mother to save me.
It is not because I cannot trust them, but because… it would only cement the idea that I have weakened to Lady Sariel.
With how she has me ensnared, the challenge ahead is difficult.
But I must.
Mother needs me.
Reposted by Yumeko
// Wish I could just keep going without feeling like I'm about to crash.
Someday I'll get it under control. I know I can.
Someday I'll get it under control. I know I can.
April 5, 2025 at 2:06 AM
// Wish I could just keep going without feeling like I'm about to crash.
Someday I'll get it under control. I know I can.
Someday I'll get it under control. I know I can.
Mother.
I thought about you once more.
…That goes without saying, does it not?
I was mocked and derided throughout my life for that.
I was told that I should find value outside of you and Pandemonium.
I do not regret my obsession, because your love made life worth living.
I thought about you once more.
…That goes without saying, does it not?
I was mocked and derided throughout my life for that.
I was told that I should find value outside of you and Pandemonium.
I do not regret my obsession, because your love made life worth living.
April 4, 2025 at 10:11 AM
Mother.
I thought about you once more.
…That goes without saying, does it not?
I was mocked and derided throughout my life for that.
I was told that I should find value outside of you and Pandemonium.
I do not regret my obsession, because your love made life worth living.
I thought about you once more.
…That goes without saying, does it not?
I was mocked and derided throughout my life for that.
I was told that I should find value outside of you and Pandemonium.
I do not regret my obsession, because your love made life worth living.
Do you remember
The smiles I brought you
The smiles you brought me?
Perhaps you do not remember every moment
You are a busy Goddess after all
But I pray that each was special to you
They were to me
Mother
If we do not see each other again
Know I am still smiling
Because of you
The smiles I brought you
The smiles you brought me?
Perhaps you do not remember every moment
You are a busy Goddess after all
But I pray that each was special to you
They were to me
Mother
If we do not see each other again
Know I am still smiling
Because of you
April 3, 2025 at 7:28 PM
Do you remember
The smiles I brought you
The smiles you brought me?
Perhaps you do not remember every moment
You are a busy Goddess after all
But I pray that each was special to you
They were to me
Mother
If we do not see each other again
Know I am still smiling
Because of you
The smiles I brought you
The smiles you brought me?
Perhaps you do not remember every moment
You are a busy Goddess after all
But I pray that each was special to you
They were to me
Mother
If we do not see each other again
Know I am still smiling
Because of you
// Sorry for my evil prank I actually love Yumeko a whole lot ❤️
// Wow I don't love Yumeko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
April 1, 2025 at 10:39 PM
// Sorry for my evil prank I actually love Yumeko a whole lot ❤️
// Wow I don't love Yumeko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
April 1, 2025 at 8:11 PM
// Wow I don't love Yumeko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The darkness encroaches
And once the strongest flame dies out
What can stop it?
And once the strongest flame dies out
What can stop it?
April 1, 2025 at 7:27 PM
The darkness encroaches
And once the strongest flame dies out
What can stop it?
And once the strongest flame dies out
What can stop it?
Why can I not feel her? After Lady Sariel took me, I still felt Mother's touch while being led to Vina, but…
No! Mother, please! Come back to me! Please do not go — you are the hope that will be the only path out of this cruel fate!
Mother, please…
Not like this…
No! Mother, please! Come back to me! Please do not go — you are the hope that will be the only path out of this cruel fate!
Mother, please…
Not like this…
April 1, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Why can I not feel her? After Lady Sariel took me, I still felt Mother's touch while being led to Vina, but…
No! Mother, please! Come back to me! Please do not go — you are the hope that will be the only path out of this cruel fate!
Mother, please…
Not like this…
No! Mother, please! Come back to me! Please do not go — you are the hope that will be the only path out of this cruel fate!
Mother, please…
Not like this…