Thot Process
@pandalbear.bsky.social
For the thoughts that are too hard to hold onto
Still find myself wanting to talk about you to anyone that will listen
July 18, 2024 at 3:45 PM
Still find myself wanting to talk about you to anyone that will listen
I will never again be loved the way I want to be loved :(
May 22, 2024 at 8:19 PM
I will never again be loved the way I want to be loved :(
I hate when people are like “you’ll find a new love” as if there aren’t entire swaths of people who never find Their Person. Like this could legit be It
May 21, 2024 at 7:24 PM
I hate when people are like “you’ll find a new love” as if there aren’t entire swaths of people who never find Their Person. Like this could legit be It
Got absolutely nothing. So sad.
May 21, 2024 at 5:53 PM
Got absolutely nothing. So sad.
Feeling anger and resentment. Wanting to be a hater about menial friend drama
May 12, 2024 at 5:01 AM
Feeling anger and resentment. Wanting to be a hater about menial friend drama
Most of all I miss my best friend
May 5, 2024 at 4:49 PM
Most of all I miss my best friend
You left a You-sized hole in me which is especially painful given how much smaller I am than You
April 30, 2024 at 8:06 PM
You left a You-sized hole in me which is especially painful given how much smaller I am than You
You’re probably not going to answer my letter. I’m learning to cope.
April 22, 2024 at 2:41 PM
You’re probably not going to answer my letter. I’m learning to cope.
I still think about you all the time. Every day. I miss you and I want you
April 21, 2024 at 8:37 PM
I still think about you all the time. Every day. I miss you and I want you
Playing stardew without you makes me sick my stomach. You Made this game what it is to me
April 12, 2024 at 7:49 PM
Playing stardew without you makes me sick my stomach. You Made this game what it is to me
Begging crying throwing up for one more chance
April 11, 2024 at 4:06 AM
Begging crying throwing up for one more chance
There’s no more words it’s just pain
April 11, 2024 at 4:06 AM
There’s no more words it’s just pain
ADHD can be funny I had an emotional breakdown then immediately decided to finish filing my taxes
April 10, 2024 at 11:39 AM
ADHD can be funny I had an emotional breakdown then immediately decided to finish filing my taxes
I have a message I wanna try to send him to get one last phone call to try to talk about a future but it’s such a last ditch effort and I have so much anxiety of time running out????
April 10, 2024 at 2:52 AM
I have a message I wanna try to send him to get one last phone call to try to talk about a future but it’s such a last ditch effort and I have so much anxiety of time running out????
Bargaining phase got me wailing please please please please please please please please please please please
April 8, 2024 at 3:23 AM
Bargaining phase got me wailing please please please please please please please please please please please
At the bargaining phase. Legit wanting to give up anything to see him again
April 8, 2024 at 2:57 AM
At the bargaining phase. Legit wanting to give up anything to see him again
I didn’t put in enough effort. I didn’t care enough
April 6, 2024 at 6:09 PM
I didn’t put in enough effort. I didn’t care enough
God I wish I could call you so bad right now. I miss you
April 6, 2024 at 2:47 AM
God I wish I could call you so bad right now. I miss you
I keep hoping he’s gonna change his his mind and tells me he misses me as much as I miss him but I know him well enough there’s almost no way he’s reaching out any time soon
April 5, 2024 at 1:41 AM
I keep hoping he’s gonna change his his mind and tells me he misses me as much as I miss him but I know him well enough there’s almost no way he’s reaching out any time soon
Feels like he’s angry at me today. I would be too
April 5, 2024 at 12:50 AM
Feels like he’s angry at me today. I would be too
At the point of “I didn’t appreciate enough” which is GREAT
April 4, 2024 at 5:41 AM
At the point of “I didn’t appreciate enough” which is GREAT
Cant send you memes I have no messages from you it’s so quiet and empty
April 4, 2024 at 5:24 AM
Cant send you memes I have no messages from you it’s so quiet and empty
I have a handful of call records left that I hadn’t deleted yet. Part of me wishes I never deleted a single one
April 4, 2024 at 1:26 AM
I have a handful of call records left that I hadn’t deleted yet. Part of me wishes I never deleted a single one
The day was easier. I can tell the nights won’t be for a while
April 4, 2024 at 1:25 AM
The day was easier. I can tell the nights won’t be for a while