Pam Macdonald
@pammacdonald.bsky.social
November 5, 2025 at 5:00 PM
October 31, 2025 at 9:40 AM
October 25, 2025 at 7:33 PM
A much needed de-stress lunchtime with hubby this afternoon at Dawyck Gardens, Scottish Borders. #HealingNature #autumn #Scotland #trees
October 22, 2025 at 6:25 PM
A much needed de-stress lunchtime with hubby this afternoon at Dawyck Gardens, Scottish Borders. #HealingNature #autumn #Scotland #trees
Sleepy bumbles this afternoon up beside Luke 💔
#nature #bees #bumblebees #JamesJoyce #poetry #love #grief
#nature #bees #bumblebees #JamesJoyce #poetry #love #grief
October 18, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Sleepy bumbles this afternoon up beside Luke 💔
#nature #bees #bumblebees #JamesJoyce #poetry #love #grief
#nature #bees #bumblebees #JamesJoyce #poetry #love #grief
October 12, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Meeting up with good kind people today but this is how it feels
September 27, 2025 at 10:39 AM
Meeting up with good kind people today but this is how it feels
Last week was a momentous week when Luke's headstone was placed. I'm finding it hard to deal with the permanence of his death, the permanence of the words etched in stone. #suicide #grief #SuicidePreventionweek #poetry #mantis #dice #Warhammer #dungeonsanddragons #motherslove #unansweredquestions
September 14, 2025 at 11:20 AM
Last week was a momentous week when Luke's headstone was placed. I'm finding it hard to deal with the permanence of his death, the permanence of the words etched in stone. #suicide #grief #SuicidePreventionweek #poetry #mantis #dice #Warhammer #dungeonsanddragons #motherslove #unansweredquestions
Cassidy snoozing with Pooh Bear & Racoon puppet from Puppets on the Pier, San Francisco. The raccoon puppet was Luke's. He brought it back from a trip to The City, and it stayed with him up until he died. #cat #caturday #Sanfrancisco #tiedye #grief #suicide #saytheirname #motherslove #missingyou
August 31, 2025 at 4:55 PM
Cassidy snoozing with Pooh Bear & Racoon puppet from Puppets on the Pier, San Francisco. The raccoon puppet was Luke's. He brought it back from a trip to The City, and it stayed with him up until he died. #cat #caturday #Sanfrancisco #tiedye #grief #suicide #saytheirname #motherslove #missingyou
Remembering Luke on his 30th birthday today by visiting a favourite place, Edinburgh Zoo was a much-loved place for our family ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
#grief #suicide 💔 heartbroken #loveneverdies
#grief #suicide 💔 heartbroken #loveneverdies
August 20, 2025 at 5:26 PM
Remembering Luke on his 30th birthday today by visiting a favourite place, Edinburgh Zoo was a much-loved place for our family ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
#grief #suicide 💔 heartbroken #loveneverdies
#grief #suicide 💔 heartbroken #loveneverdies
Remembering 30 years ago, I was still waiting for Luke to make his appearance!!! It was one of the hottest summers for a long time. I was, as you can see very heavily pregnant with Luke - 2 weeks overdue - and struggling to keep a young active James occupied in the hot summer days. 💔 #motherslove
August 19, 2025 at 9:35 PM
Remembering 30 years ago, I was still waiting for Luke to make his appearance!!! It was one of the hottest summers for a long time. I was, as you can see very heavily pregnant with Luke - 2 weeks overdue - and struggling to keep a young active James occupied in the hot summer days. 💔 #motherslove
#blackcatappreciationday
Black cat appreciation day. We've always had black cats, they're simply the best xx #cat #blackcats #catpics
Black cat appreciation day. We've always had black cats, they're simply the best xx #cat #blackcats #catpics
August 17, 2025 at 11:55 AM
#blackcatappreciationday
Black cat appreciation day. We've always had black cats, they're simply the best xx #cat #blackcats #catpics
Black cat appreciation day. We've always had black cats, they're simply the best xx #cat #blackcats #catpics
Having a wonderful visit from my eldest, James, great to do the 'mum thing'! 😀
I'm loving every moment, but I can't help but be sad that I won't get these types of visits from my youngest son Luke, who lost his life to suicide last May 💔
#amotherslove #family #love #grief #suicide
I'm loving every moment, but I can't help but be sad that I won't get these types of visits from my youngest son Luke, who lost his life to suicide last May 💔
#amotherslove #family #love #grief #suicide
August 15, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Having a wonderful visit from my eldest, James, great to do the 'mum thing'! 😀
I'm loving every moment, but I can't help but be sad that I won't get these types of visits from my youngest son Luke, who lost his life to suicide last May 💔
#amotherslove #family #love #grief #suicide
I'm loving every moment, but I can't help but be sad that I won't get these types of visits from my youngest son Luke, who lost his life to suicide last May 💔
#amotherslove #family #love #grief #suicide
August 8, 2025 at 9:25 AM
August 1, 2025 at 10:33 AM
It's very painful to think that 14 months have passed since my beautiful son Luke made the decision to take his own life aged 28. I just can't believe it's true, miss him so very much 😢 heartbroken 💔 #profoundsadness #grief #suicide #saytheirname #motherslove #why #regrets
July 30, 2025 at 1:47 PM
It's very painful to think that 14 months have passed since my beautiful son Luke made the decision to take his own life aged 28. I just can't believe it's true, miss him so very much 😢 heartbroken 💔 #profoundsadness #grief #suicide #saytheirname #motherslove #why #regrets
I see this picture of Luke every time I look at my phone. I still can't believe that he died 💔 that he took his own life 💔 and left us 💔
It's unbearable💔 and hard to carry on 💔
#why #suicide #saytheirname #leftbehind #love
My beautiful boy xxx
It's unbearable💔 and hard to carry on 💔
#why #suicide #saytheirname #leftbehind #love
My beautiful boy xxx
July 26, 2025 at 11:14 PM
I see this picture of Luke every time I look at my phone. I still can't believe that he died 💔 that he took his own life 💔 and left us 💔
It's unbearable💔 and hard to carry on 💔
#why #suicide #saytheirname #leftbehind #love
My beautiful boy xxx
It's unbearable💔 and hard to carry on 💔
#why #suicide #saytheirname #leftbehind #love
My beautiful boy xxx
July 26, 2025 at 9:53 PM
On Friday, I went to see the awesome Sparks in Edinburgh at the magnificent Playhouse. Truly brilliant gig. If you get the chance, go see them. This Far Out review says it all: share.google/k7BrR4jliHvx...
#music #livemusic #grateful #loveandmercy #bekind
#music #livemusic #grateful #loveandmercy #bekind
July 20, 2025 at 7:13 AM
On Friday, I went to see the awesome Sparks in Edinburgh at the magnificent Playhouse. Truly brilliant gig. If you get the chance, go see them. This Far Out review says it all: share.google/k7BrR4jliHvx...
#music #livemusic #grateful #loveandmercy #bekind
#music #livemusic #grateful #loveandmercy #bekind
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It's of my beautiful son Luke who took his own life aged 28. Cassidy loved sitting on his shoulders when he visited. #suicide #saytheirname #love #bekind
It's of my beautiful son Luke who took his own life aged 28. Cassidy loved sitting on his shoulders when he visited. #suicide #saytheirname #love #bekind
July 18, 2025 at 10:44 AM
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It's of my beautiful son Luke who took his own life aged 28. Cassidy loved sitting on his shoulders when he visited. #suicide #saytheirname #love #bekind
It's of my beautiful son Luke who took his own life aged 28. Cassidy loved sitting on his shoulders when he visited. #suicide #saytheirname #love #bekind