*give not find 😭😭😭

She always has a possible explanation for why somebody did a thing. And I do that & it needs to stop. I'm so annoying 😭😭😭
It's not necessarily always to excuse the behaviour, just a reason but it's still annoying.
Oh no. I owe my friends an apology

She does it with Marcus a lot. I do it all the time. I hate it. Why does my brain want to assume that? When my friends tell me about a thing that happened I automatically want to assume the other party isn't/wasn't malicious. Only if I don't know that person & there's no history of bad behaviour.

I grew up watching him, listening to his music etc. I am Legend was a comfort movie once upon a time.
Anyway, about a year ago I got weirded out by him & stopped following him, listening to the music etc. Something my sister said triggered the decision.

I was also so confused when they announced that show. I figured they ran out of ideas but had a deal with him & needed to use him for something.

Also why am I watching this when I could be watching Rent for the millionth time?
Tomorrow shall be Rent because my back will hopefully not be in pain.

And Tatyana too. Also very pretty.
However, my brain is so fixated on this very pretty man right now... Meanwhile Sheryl is actually one of my crushes. It should be fixated on her.
What is happening to my brain?
This is like the "babes" nonsense all over again. I've been abducted.

200 books is incredible.
Everything on the list is great but my mind is blown by that.
Congratulations on the job.

My drag king group got 2 corporate gigs this year. The sound people at the first one were terrible but it's nice to get corporate gig money so we have enough starting capital for our own shows next year.
I performed 4 times in drag.
Got to see a burlesque tournament as well. That was fun.

This is all I ask. I'll settle for decent.