Cherry 🌸🍒 ~ || yellow, sunshine 🌻☀️💛
painted-melody.bsky.social
Cherry 🌸🍒 ~ || yellow, sunshine 🌻☀️💛
@painted-melody.bsky.social
'The bow is like the paintbrush'

🇻🇳 | burnt out soul 😔 for writing and arts and everything of life 🥹❤️‍🩹 | yap a lot 😔 | 🎻🎻🍞🐑🤏🥹❤️
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#cherry_prctice_log 🎻🧵 (well, let's see lol😅)
I just threw away 2kg of meat because... ofc I forgot to put it in my freezer... This is the current state of my brain 🫠🫠 not that having to deal with a nasty cough for two days is any excuse but... 🥲
November 12, 2025 at 2:53 PM
I did come to a slow realization that I am probably stuck in a weird hollowness and in need of some change... but there is also the current me that is absolutely lacking in courage and full of inertia to even want to attempt anything...
October 29, 2025 at 2:11 PM
So apparently I come here every time I fuck up something quite bad... But I guess the good (?) thing is the catastrophizing is no longer that full-blown but more of a tired acceptance... but still having such brain tax because of your carelessness is still so frustrating...
October 29, 2025 at 2:04 PM
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Shostakovich from my #disillusionedB2TSMP AU 💙 #b2tsm #twosetviolin
August 16, 2025 at 9:42 PM
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Rümeysa Öztürk describes the library in the prison where she was held for 45 days for co-authoring an op-ed
July 17, 2025 at 1:44 PM
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Heh heh heh. My garden escaped containment and now there are people in my mentions attempting to shame me for not being eco-friendly enough.

In the 90% native garden with individual drip emitters to minimize water use, over a thousand gallons of rainwater storage, and 3 acres of prairie restoration
July 25, 2025 at 8:45 PM
Put this on here for a good-luck (and courage) charm to be able to have lots of good food this year 🥹
July 22, 2025 at 5:10 AM
it still feels a bit disconcerting with once again being alone when another typhoon (weaker one thou, thankfully) hits
July 22, 2025 at 5:04 AM
trying to reduce my screen time a bit and also alternate my time working on laptop with other tasks that do not involve screen but dang why writing things on paper is so hard... :(
July 21, 2025 at 6:24 AM
"I need a hyperfixation to stay alive"
why does this hit me like a truck...
July 21, 2025 at 6:04 AM
i really don't have the time to feel sad for myself when i get reminded of perspectives and how incredibly lucky i am to not be in debt, somehow got an uni degree on essentially zero tuition as the major is subsidized by the gov, and have an income, unstable but still enough
July 21, 2025 at 5:56 AM
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embarrassing myself
July 17, 2025 at 10:56 PM
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Sorry for the string of videos, but this is amazing and makes me wonder if this is what life could be like if we all just logged off the internet.

IG risolve
July 21, 2025 at 3:38 AM
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For a while, it was believed that women and gay men are born with a natural sense for aesthetics. In reality, straight men, particularly American male Protestants, have simply barred themselves from taking an interest in aesthetics because they think this makes them noble.
July 19, 2025 at 1:15 AM
brettybang flower boi (I'm so justified)
July 18, 2025 at 5:27 AM
lrt so true this is the nth time I implement yet another strategy with my scattered brain and I'm wondering how many days it would last 😔
July 17, 2025 at 5:55 AM
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the ADHD urge to pour time and energy into developing a complex organizational system, just to immediately abandon it because it requires too much effort to maintain
July 15, 2025 at 8:27 PM
I blink and somehow the workload starts to be insane again
July 11, 2025 at 2:32 PM
the good~ish thing is yes i did manage to jot down some words in the page ytd ~ hopefully can drag myself to share sth here one day 🥹
and i kinda pick up japanese again since high school (because hyperfixation has wrecked me so bad with my concentration why not take advantage of it this time lol)
July 8, 2025 at 4:50 AM
oh this panel hits me like a truck 🫠
but since it's not a given, it means practice and practice and practice and try and fail and lift myself up again and again, until being not okay is alright as well, because I know I can make myself okay afterwards 🤜
that's probably how it goes for this life 🤜
July 8, 2025 at 4:40 AM
not sure how it helps but imma try my first strategy to ease myself back to writing is reading that ao3 tab and jogging down good use of words in a physical notebook and also copies all the sentences that got my heart swept into a doc... yeh let's see
July 7, 2025 at 3:41 AM
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ADHD is thinking about all the things you have to do, getting stressed about all the things, worrying about the consequences of not doing the things, but still feeling stuck and unable to do any of the things.
July 4, 2025 at 3:00 PM
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The best choice in a decision isn’t always obvious, but if you make a “good” choice instead of trying to make the “perfect” choice, you can often start messy and keep going to figure out the rest along the way.

You’ll never know less than you do right now, so take action and learn from it.
July 3, 2025 at 4:27 AM
Stumble upon it and play it while cooking and cleaning today...
youtu.be/nBQPnvmaNcE?...
Harvard Professor Explains The Rules of Writing — Steven Pinker
YouTube video by David Perell
youtu.be
July 2, 2025 at 7:39 AM