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MDZS, TGCF, SVSSS, QQ.
Add Matchablossom to the tea.
A clown among clowns 🤡
Also, I still plan on looking for people to follow on this platform, so if you're a #Fengqing #Wangxian #Matchablossom fan please let me know and I'll happily follow you as long as you don't have toxic behaviours. I also love all the other characters btw but I'm focusing on them for the time being.
November 16, 2025 at 12:09 PM
-The end-

I had to get this out of my system so I keysmashed it here. My job is done 🫡
November 1, 2025 at 5:46 PM
"Ah, after 800 years he finally sees!"

"Shut up!" FX groans, before realization hits him.

"Hey, what do you mean 800 ye-"

"Shut up you fucking idiot."

Not giving FX time to react, MQ grabs FX's face in his hands and smashes their lips together.

In the air, their mingling scents smell like home.
November 1, 2025 at 5:44 PM
"Yes"

"Like what?"

"Like, I don't know, I love you back? Something along the line?" FX says, exasperated.

"How are you so full of yourself.."

"You're literally combing my dirty, sweaty hair with your bare fingers."

MQ rolls his eyes "But before that?"

"..I saw it in your eyes" FX blushes.
November 1, 2025 at 5:41 PM
"Liar."

"Okay maybe at first but just because I thought I hated you and it annoyed me that I actually liked your scent." FX mumbles and then, in a firmer tone, adds.

"But hey, don't you have anything to say to me?"

"Me?" MQ asks, tilting his head to the side.

"Yes, you."

"Mh.. something to say"
November 1, 2025 at 5:37 PM
"And what has prompted your lonely braincell to figure it out while I was rolling in the dust?"

MQ snorts as he keeps combing FX's hair with his fingers.

"Your scent, the way it has always soothed me."

"I thought you've alwys found infuriating and disgusting like its owner"

FX frowns "Never"
November 1, 2025 at 5:33 PM
They stay like that for a while, scenting and nuzzling each other until they both calm down.

"Only an idiot like you could insult me before confessing."

"I was not insulting you, that was the distorted view I used to have of you. If it hasn't passed through your thick skull, I meant I love you."
November 1, 2025 at 5:29 PM
MQ drops all the pretense and throws his arms around FX's neck, wrecked by unstoppable sobs and tears. Him, the great General Xuan Zhen, is a mess of snot and tears as he pulls FX against himself, shaking like a leaf.

"Alpha.." he whispers.

"Your Alpha" FX answers burying his nose in MQ's hair.
November 1, 2025 at 5:24 PM
FX drops his forehead against MQ, nuzzling their noses together.

"All I have left of my life, the one who knows my past, my present and I hope will know my future. Because even when I misunderstood him, even when I said I hated him, he was there, he was something mine. YOU are something mine, MQ."
November 1, 2025 at 5:19 PM
MQ's breath gets caught in his throat. He has no words, no strength. He can't do anything but stare and hope and drown in FX's calming scent.

"That boy, he has always been mine. My enemy, my equal, my team-mate. But always mine. Mine, mine, mine."
November 1, 2025 at 5:16 PM
FX cups MQ's cheek in his wet, dusty palm.

"MQ, look at me."

He doesn't, too tired to fight his tears, MQ let's them flow freely in a silent cry.

"Please?"

MQ's eyes turn in FX's direction at the unexpected plea in his voice.

"That.. that boy, had alway been "MY" something."
November 1, 2025 at 5:12 PM
"Even after I've heard your words, your truths. Even now when we fight. In the worst moments and in the times of peace, there's something that, in 800 years, highs and lows, hasn't changed."

MQ averts his gaze. He doesn't understand, doesn't know why FX's words are harsh but his scent is sweet.
November 1, 2025 at 5:08 PM
FX, as he has been doing for the whole time, ignores his words despite his eyes never leaving MQ's.

He instead brings a thumb under MQ's eye and wipes away a stray tear.

"Even after everything" he starts again "After all we've gone through, after all the unresolved misunderstandings.." FX smiles.
November 1, 2025 at 5:04 PM
"Please, stop.." MQ pleads in a whisper. It's too much hate to bear.

He knows he can't take it anymore. It's not as if he doesn't know FX has always despised him, but hearing him spitting out all his hate like this is unbearable, for that heart full of love for the alpha is too much.
November 1, 2025 at 5:00 PM
"And when XL, alwsys right, always sweet XL who had always tried to make us get along didn't listen to him, that boy left. He betrayed us and followed his own path. And I hated him. I hated him so much, for so long. even after I found the both of us ascended, I thought of him as my worst enemy."
November 1, 2025 at 4:55 PM
FX's grip on MQ loses its power but MQ doesn't dare to move, doesn't have any strength left in him to do so.

"We shared so much and I still hated his guts, how he constantly forced XL to try and cultivate himself again so he could benefit from Dianxia's second ascension, again."
November 1, 2025 at 4:48 PM
"And then the prince fell and we fell with him and we shared struggles, hate, and fear. We shared so much there was no line dividing us anymore. We were again equals in status, except he cooked and mended clothes like a servant while I became everyone's joke around the streets."
November 1, 2025 at 4:44 PM
"For a short period of time, he was my team-mate. There was no where I would go without him and no where he would go without me. Because we both followed Dianxia. I hated him, because I knew he was there for the power, using the crown prince as a stepping stone."
November 1, 2025 at 4:42 PM
Tears sting in MQ's eyes, threatening to fall, but he's a God and he wills himself to hold them where they are. He does't know why FX is pouring out all his centiuries-old hate for him now, what he has done wrong to deserve the extra harshness. So he stays quiet.
November 1, 2025 at 4:39 PM
"But occasionally, with me.. he talked back. He opposed me, always. He was my enemy. Later on, when Dianxia ascended, despite his modest background, in the heavenly capital, we were equals. During the war against Yong'an, we fought side by side as XL's right and left arm. As part of the same thing."
November 1, 2025 at 4:36 PM
"I didn't like it. I didn't like him. His whole demeanor, his weakness and his determination. I hated him, the way he stayed quiet when it was convenient for him, but also when others bullied him."

FX's look is serious as he carefully stabs MQ with each word.
November 1, 2025 at 4:33 PM
"One day, when I was taizi dianxia's bodyguard, he talked to me about a quiet hard working young man he wanted to introduce to his guoshi, so they could train together."

MQ feels a knot forming in his throat.

"I met the frail little thing and I saw how Dianxia's eyes sparkled when he was around."
November 1, 2025 at 4:29 PM