i miss my nightly sessions and i miss the buzz (that long faded before i even managed edermis level) along with it

ive made peace with it and i know i will never have the full scope of love, but atleast ik what it would be like judging from the pieces ive gathered

and i think thats the issue. i will over extend knowing i will never be able to picture another person who would grasp at such attempts to try and understand me. and thats fine