None of my business any more.
I'm glad this is over.
I've made my amends to those I fucked over during this, I apologized to my ex-ex for things I got mirrored back to me, I found new friends I can help just by being around.
If that's the price I had to pay to reconnect with my cricle, that's fair.

I can't help but wonder if all these people "lining up" that he /had to/ tell he was taken, were still there waiting.
Sure hope that for him, but like every divorced dad will tell you the chances aren't amazing.

Still the greatest crowd pleaser to whip out the screens of the sidehoe messaging me post breakup lol
(sidehoe looks... not good. Oh to have the ego of a cisguy)

"he cheated on you, and you still learnt Portuguese?" "he didnt technica- no, wait, he did didnt he??" "oh baby youre brainwashed brainwashed, huh"

Reconnected with the entire extended social circle now. While the walk of shame suuuucks ("sorry for going awol"), the price of readmission is handsomely paid by the means of "haHA H A- IM SORRY FOR LAUGHING, THATS ROUGH AS FUCK, BUT REALLY??? LOL"

My ex: well IDK if I will fall in love with somebody else I'm fucking against your expressed discomfort, you'll just have to find out :)
Also I will tell you every graphic detail of fucking them, but i will deny that this is cuckholding

A literal cuckhold: he did fucking what???

Gross

Random guy shoving me into a locker and kicking me in the ribs: haha you fucking loser, youregoodright?okay, nerd!
Same guy: this doesnt have to be sexual and im glad to just do that one specific thing :)

My ex: :((( i cant play make believe in a way that doesnt inform my off-play perception of you

Furious that I wasted my time and energy. Absolutely sorry for my friends to sit through this bullshit.

But grateful that it was not more, and for the amazing kindness of community.

Just to sound some kind of way - I am so glad to see that I am really not the problem this time, despite my fears.

Go fist your girlfriend in front of strangers and watch her kiss your friends. It's fine and chill as long as boundaries and expectations are clear.
Being reminded that this is my community! bdsm and relationships anarchy is good and fine when done by people who arent absolute pieces of shit??!

nothing but love and respect for nurse cyclonus 🥺🫰

as jesus once said, “today i’ll only cry if it’s choking on u”

amazingggg that's so cozy!!!