I just. Need to get off the platform. Which sucks.
I wanna be present. I wanna know what's happening in the world. But my heart can't take it right now.
I'm gonna delete the Bluesky app. Maybe until after I figure out this whole heart thing.
Hope yall have fun. I can't seem to, unfortunately.

But I think the problem is people. I understand the weirdness of needing a 'safe space' from what's going on in the world, but I'm a queer, fat, neurodivergent, mentally disabled person. I've become so stressed with the world that hates me that it's developing into a *literal heart condition.*

Which means I might have to leave here too. I don't have enough control over the algorithm to find ways out of this kind of fuckery that finds me constantly.
I thought Bluesky might be different. I was hoping it would be less likely to shill out the terrible posts.

Which means that unfortunately, bad news circulates pretty heavily, pretty easily, no matter how many people I block or what I curate. It just. Gets. Through. And while I understand the importance of keeping up with the times, my heart LITERALLY, *medically* can't handle that right now.

When I get too stressed now, my heart literally acts up and starts to hurt.
How am I supposed to be a content creator if I can't even handle how platforms usually work, aka, generating stress to keep you glued to the screen?
Bluesky is lovely- but it is STILL an algorithmic social media.

I kinda hope it doesn't get a trending tab, to be honest. I would rather not have another algorithmic popularity contest a la twitter...

I hope you get it back soon, I am so sorry. Yall don't deserve this :(

Manifesting this, PLEASE 🙏🙏🙏

Sometimes transitioning really does feel like this, even if you know for sure you want it. Thank you, this resonates with me a lot.