IM LATE LET ME IN LET ME IN BARK BARK BARK BARK

(know that i did just stop myself from having the rant about how intersex ppl are not inherently trans just like how they're not inherently queer and having those umbrellas/identities pushed on all of us is reductive despite its attempts to be inclusive, we could've been here for 20 posts phew)

this makes a lot more sense for me to "figure out" because with itsuki ive always been a bit confused about why he wouldn't personally identify as trans when i as his writer would describe him as under the trans umbrella. he's just, like, a GNC intersex man who doesn't rlly care about pronouns.

sorry kaigara and sekitan you're both trapped inside the pink thing... but they both are very excited about the prospect of sex in their own bodies, the two of them have no real turmoil abt it because all of that is reserved for the existential horror of not having a physical existence at all...

whereas aquila specifically misses out on any formal sex ed because they're intersex, and they're so uninterested in it as an adult bc they know they're different and it'd just be a whole thing to even try. and teitō goes into sw but it's "just" their job, its not LIBERATING for them specifically.

i've been thinking about this since i answered that qotd about adonis thinking she's attractive, she's just literally her own type, but they have super OCD. its already so hard to be intimate when you have OCD, let alone OCD that revolves around your own body and its state

i just think c'stajha should have an orange pussy SORRY !! SORRY!! AND IMAGINE A CUTE PURPLE TIP PEEKING OUT OF SOMEONE'S FORESKIN !!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S OBJECTIVELY CUTE !!!!!!!!

ayame's warm pink tones vs her blue pussy, it's CUTE. kaigara ACTUALLY being blue in every capacity, eyes hair tongue AND genitals ?? please it'll fix me

if i commit to my "draw bad on purpose" mindset... i just have to trick myself...

i dont want to sift through 30 futa mods and horse cocks made by fetishists just to find a google doc with c+ presets where the smallest option is still a god damn coke can, i want to go back to downloading 10 different ttmp files like god intended

TOO BIG ! TOO WIDE ! SMALLEST OPTION IS LONGER THAN ONE HAND ! TIP COLORS ARE ALL THE SAME ! THERE MIGHT NOT EVEN BE SIZE OPTIONS ! NEWER MODS ONLY OFFER CUT OPTIONS AND I'M NOT LETTING CIRCUMCISION EXIST IN MY WRITING ! FUCK !!!!

the rats say “i am made of flowers from my grandma :(“ and they’re not joking.

at first i thought it would be easy to simply cut the balls off of the typical penis mods, but sekitan ALSO has a vagina so it’s not that simple… NOTHING can be simple with sekitan apparently i fucking hate this idiot

i haven’t even gotten to ayame’s body im never going to finish these stupid RATS. UUUUUUGH. even hyouga i need to redo, i never want to look at base bibo again UUUUUGH