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onyxsidion.bsky.social
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@onyxsidion.bsky.social
i exist, i guess
adult | he/its prefered

please dont follow me unless i follow you first or we're close, i will block if needed


part of @critternest.bsky.social, follow us there instead

mostly used by Onyx (💎), Echo (🌀) and Grey (Emoji pending)
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i wanna start using this account but it feels kind of pointless, so for now here's A Post, i guess

hi im onyx i kind of exist
extreme sad tonight.

feeling slightly betrayed, but also feel stupid for feeling this way cause it shouldn't have been news to us.
December 23, 2025 at 10:28 AM
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existing
November 10, 2025 at 2:13 AM
🌀: wish i could get hypnotized into nonstop overstimulation for several hours, would be nice to not be able to think for a bit
December 23, 2025 at 6:30 AM
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problem solving causing problems
November 24, 2025 at 4:25 AM
🌀 - one day maybe ill feel like i actually exist
December 21, 2025 at 8:47 AM
kinda want to take a break from existing for like a week or two
November 29, 2025 at 11:40 PM
i miss who we used to be. we've gotten so bitter lately
November 24, 2025 at 9:26 PM
wish i could feel alive again
November 24, 2025 at 3:47 AM
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October 23, 2025 at 9:21 PM
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internal self help
November 23, 2025 at 3:51 PM
one of my favorite human experiences is being so stressed and exhausted that i feel like I'm gonna throw up
November 15, 2025 at 4:27 AM
wish our body didn't hate us. tired of always being exhausted and in pain.
October 25, 2025 at 7:13 AM
one day things will stop sucking, right?
October 24, 2025 at 8:22 AM
maybe jerking off will get rid of the sad and then I'll be able to sleep
October 12, 2025 at 9:16 AM
need to get my act together and force myself to catch up on comms
September 9, 2025 at 9:07 PM
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I randomly stumbled upon Fujio Kito, an artist who documents Japanese playgrounds at night. It was a fun little rabbit hole to follow. fujio-pand-park.tumblr.com
September 8, 2025 at 1:52 PM
lemme know when bsky lets us have locked accounts and also remove followers
September 5, 2025 at 7:40 PM
sorry onyx for hijacking your account but i sure as hell not posting this on main

i wish i could just. fucking exist. i wish i wasnt just a sponge that absorbed everyone's fucking anger until i eventually burst into front out of nowhere pissed off at everything and nothing
August 28, 2025 at 7:09 AM
i stopped fronting for a while and we were ok, now that i'm back that sinking, helpless feeling is back. bwehhhhh
August 5, 2025 at 3:59 AM
im the big scary headmate everyone else would rather die than be
August 4, 2025 at 7:00 PM
would be nice if headmates stopped seeing me and Grey as nothing more than just "the angry ones"

i know i call myself that sometimes but it doesnt mean i want others to also call me that.
August 4, 2025 at 6:58 PM
need a pocket dimension where time stops flowing and i can spend as long as i need with no repercussions pleaseeeeee
July 29, 2025 at 7:01 AM
cofronting with one of our relatively more confident headmates is always a bit of a weird experience
July 29, 2025 at 1:59 AM
longing for a place to belong
July 27, 2025 at 4:27 AM
everythings so pointless.
July 24, 2025 at 5:41 AM