Living On The Borderline
@ontheborderline.bsky.social
Shame hits harder than the spiral itself. One moment: chaotic, saying too much, feeling everything. The next: drowning in the regret, replaying every word, every action. Welcome to the #BPD guilt loop—front-row seats to my own disaster. It’s messy, raw, and painfully human. But hey, I’m still here.
January 27, 2025 at 4:18 AM
Shame hits harder than the spiral itself. One moment: chaotic, saying too much, feeling everything. The next: drowning in the regret, replaying every word, every action. Welcome to the #BPD guilt loop—front-row seats to my own disaster. It’s messy, raw, and painfully human. But hey, I’m still here.
Suicidal ideation feels like drowning in a black ocean, waves pulling you under, lungs burning, every gasp filling with darkness. The mind becomes a battlefield, every thought a blade of despair. It’s the haunting belief that peace lies in the stillness of your absence. #suicideideation #bpd
January 23, 2025 at 7:46 AM
Suicidal ideation feels like drowning in a black ocean, waves pulling you under, lungs burning, every gasp filling with darkness. The mind becomes a battlefield, every thought a blade of despair. It’s the haunting belief that peace lies in the stillness of your absence. #suicideideation #bpd
Remember as you watch those who surround the “predator in cheif.”
Teamwork is dead….. when betrayal pays better….
Teamwork is dead….. when betrayal pays better….
January 21, 2025 at 8:26 AM
Remember as you watch those who surround the “predator in cheif.”
Teamwork is dead….. when betrayal pays better….
Teamwork is dead….. when betrayal pays better….
If you are part of the #Trans community & you feel like its time to take a step-backwards & may go back into a closet or not being as authentic as you want to unless you’re online or at home know that you are JUST as valid as any other member of the community. #ISeeYou🩷💜
January 21, 2025 at 2:36 AM
If you are part of the #Trans community & you feel like its time to take a step-backwards & may go back into a closet or not being as authentic as you want to unless you’re online or at home know that you are JUST as valid as any other member of the community. #ISeeYou🩷💜
Living with BPD feels like carrying an open wound no one can see—a constant ache of emotions too big for a single heart to hold, yet invisible to the world.
January 16, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Living with BPD feels like carrying an open wound no one can see—a constant ache of emotions too big for a single heart to hold, yet invisible to the world.
#bpd
When you have
this illness
That lives
Inside your head
It tosses round
The question
Like why am I
not dead
All I do is hurt you
And scream right
In your face
Throw and break
your items
And then ask you
For grace
When you have
this illness
That lives
Inside your head
It tosses round
The question
Like why am I
not dead
All I do is hurt you
And scream right
In your face
Throw and break
your items
And then ask you
For grace
January 4, 2025 at 5:38 AM
#bpd
When you have
this illness
That lives
Inside your head
It tosses round
The question
Like why am I
not dead
All I do is hurt you
And scream right
In your face
Throw and break
your items
And then ask you
For grace
When you have
this illness
That lives
Inside your head
It tosses round
The question
Like why am I
not dead
All I do is hurt you
And scream right
In your face
Throw and break
your items
And then ask you
For grace
The pain is hurting a lot lately
December 15, 2024 at 9:28 AM
The pain is hurting a lot lately
Today, its 804 am and i am already done with the day. Fuck Bpd
December 7, 2024 at 4:05 PM
Today, its 804 am and i am already done with the day. Fuck Bpd
The aspect that people want laws to keep transgender folk out of the bathrooms seems so weird. I mean I guess if they view us as sexual predators then after Jan 20 2025 we will just use the same bathroom as the President! #JustSaying
December 6, 2024 at 4:12 AM
The aspect that people want laws to keep transgender folk out of the bathrooms seems so weird. I mean I guess if they view us as sexual predators then after Jan 20 2025 we will just use the same bathroom as the President! #JustSaying
I may never understand why it is that even existing in life for me has to be so depressing, cruel, and as if I have nothing to give others. Yet for some reason the universe allows me to wake up for one more day. Why?!?
a black and white drawing of a girl kneeling in the rain .
ALT: a black and white drawing of a girl kneeling in the rain .
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December 4, 2024 at 10:48 PM
I may never understand why it is that even existing in life for me has to be so depressing, cruel, and as if I have nothing to give others. Yet for some reason the universe allows me to wake up for one more day. Why?!?
As a #transgender person its weird going from not being accepted by friends & family to here in 2024 being told we are sexual predators preying on children & yet a convicted sexual predator is our next President. #JustSaying🤷♀️
a woman in a red dress sits at a table with the words disturbing on so many levels written below her
ALT: a woman in a red dress sits at a table with the words disturbing on so many levels written below her
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November 26, 2024 at 6:30 PM
As a #transgender person its weird going from not being accepted by friends & family to here in 2024 being told we are sexual predators preying on children & yet a convicted sexual predator is our next President. #JustSaying🤷♀️
@kellyclarksontv.bsky.social Thank you for your advocacy of the #transgender community. As so many people (me included) are scared & feel like everyone is against us, to see this from someone so loved & looked up to. Thank you for everything. Love knowing #SafePeople.
a blue thank you card with pink hearts
ALT: a blue thank you card with pink hearts
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November 25, 2024 at 2:05 AM
@kellyclarksontv.bsky.social Thank you for your advocacy of the #transgender community. As so many people (me included) are scared & feel like everyone is against us, to see this from someone so loved & looked up to. Thank you for everything. Love knowing #SafePeople.
If you’re struggling today. Remember that as long as u survive today, you did an amazing job and thats the only goal for the day.
#bpd
#struggle #mentalhealth
#bpd
#struggle #mentalhealth
November 24, 2024 at 7:11 PM
If you’re struggling today. Remember that as long as u survive today, you did an amazing job and thats the only goal for the day.
#bpd
#struggle #mentalhealth
#bpd
#struggle #mentalhealth
If you are #transgender & you are scared know that there are others who see you and are scared right along with you. 🏳️⚧️
November 22, 2024 at 10:13 PM
If you are #transgender & you are scared know that there are others who see you and are scared right along with you. 🏳️⚧️
#bpd folks when you get sick (cold, flu) do you notice that your bpd acts up or are you more “level” cause you are needing help or assistance?
November 22, 2024 at 5:23 PM
#bpd folks when you get sick (cold, flu) do you notice that your bpd acts up or are you more “level” cause you are needing help or assistance?
#NancyMace why not open your private restrooms to be the hate filled restroom?!?
November 21, 2024 at 11:04 PM
#NancyMace why not open your private restrooms to be the hate filled restroom?!?
Where do you find your inspiration to keep you going?!? #InspireMe
November 15, 2024 at 11:23 AM
Where do you find your inspiration to keep you going?!? #InspireMe
Tears are only proof you are human, changed behavior is proof you listened…. #JustSaying🤷♀️
November 14, 2024 at 11:53 PM
Tears are only proof you are human, changed behavior is proof you listened…. #JustSaying🤷♀️
🚨 Help request 🚨
My wife get paid on the 3rd & I was wondering if we could borrow $50 to see us over the rest of this month and I can pay you back? We are already skipping Thanksgiving and Christmas to make ends meet. Thank you for considering 🩷
Venmo is : @ rebelheart311
#MutualAid #TransCouple
My wife get paid on the 3rd & I was wondering if we could borrow $50 to see us over the rest of this month and I can pay you back? We are already skipping Thanksgiving and Christmas to make ends meet. Thank you for considering 🩷
Venmo is : @ rebelheart311
#MutualAid #TransCouple
November 13, 2024 at 8:40 PM
🚨 Help request 🚨
My wife get paid on the 3rd & I was wondering if we could borrow $50 to see us over the rest of this month and I can pay you back? We are already skipping Thanksgiving and Christmas to make ends meet. Thank you for considering 🩷
Venmo is : @ rebelheart311
#MutualAid #TransCouple
My wife get paid on the 3rd & I was wondering if we could borrow $50 to see us over the rest of this month and I can pay you back? We are already skipping Thanksgiving and Christmas to make ends meet. Thank you for considering 🩷
Venmo is : @ rebelheart311
#MutualAid #TransCouple
#RichardAllen was not given a unbiased trial, in my opinion, but what aspect do you feel was the most botched?!? #Delphi
November 12, 2024 at 9:07 PM
#RichardAllen was not given a unbiased trial, in my opinion, but what aspect do you feel was the most botched?!? #Delphi
Are you following #Delphi & #RichardAllen's Murder Trial? Do you think he is getting or has gotten a fair trial thus far? Fair treatment?
November 10, 2024 at 2:08 AM
Are you following #Delphi & #RichardAllen's Murder Trial? Do you think he is getting or has gotten a fair trial thus far? Fair treatment?
If you have mental health issues, are part of the LGBTQIA Community, or are simply struggling right now because you are not sure where to turn or really who to turn to and trust, you are not alone in that fear.
November 7, 2024 at 12:51 AM
If you have mental health issues, are part of the LGBTQIA Community, or are simply struggling right now because you are not sure where to turn or really who to turn to and trust, you are not alone in that fear.
To those who voted for the President of the US & if you voted for the person who "won," I would like to congratulate you on signing the death certificate of several thousands, if not millions, of people. I am sorry that you would rather be a racist, rapist, and felon.
November 7, 2024 at 12:32 AM
To those who voted for the President of the US & if you voted for the person who "won," I would like to congratulate you on signing the death certificate of several thousands, if not millions, of people. I am sorry that you would rather be a racist, rapist, and felon.